cslthekingcow

2010-05-08T11:13:00.002+08:00

Gosh so long nv blog! ><

hv been very busy the last 2 months bcos of training den comps and blocks.
gah.im glad ive persevered till now. and i noe it's worth it :D

There will always be a good ending...
Just like 205'09,
swimming...
but what if i want it to stay dat way forever, and never end?
sighs i noe dat 世上没有不散的宴席... and 好花不常开，好景不长在... blah blah.

YAY! blocks are over! :D Time to enjoy life :)
Have been waiting for this day to come for the whole of 2 months,
but now dat im "free" i sort of miss competition period - not the stress and worrying.more of friends encouragement, glory :) and no lessons!
YAY! 2 silvers to add to my medals :P hehe.didnt expect to do dat well :D At least my hard work paid off! :D
Proud of my timings: 200m IM - 2.37mins (previously 2.41mins) 200m Breastroke - 2.55 (previously 2.57)!!!
YAY! i hit my target! --> actually i didnt set one.but my mum set one for me ><

But for relay, we came in 5th for both events.but we improved :P anyway, getting 4th makes no difference, since we wont get a medal, so im satisfied with 5th :D

AND our swim team hv 7 ppl now :D li han, hui ran, me, jia le, sharyn, joanna, carys*!
*new sec 1 junior!

And i got a new phone! finally! :)

2morro is mothers' day!
i'll be folding roses for mum :) i hope i succeed in folding at least 1. tho i plan to fold more that that :D plus bought mum a cake.hope she likes it :D
i think this yr's mothers' day will be a romantic one :P roses and cake :D

ok!gtg!
will blog more often!

2010-03-21T14:34:00.003+08:00

argh.wanted to blog about obs.but didnt have the time D:

tot i could finally take a break during the march holidays and complete all my SIAs
but i've not done clep homework and BIO SIA halfway done and IH SIA far from done D:

oh and obs was dam fun :D except from sunburns D: my face was peeling really badly but now its back to normal :D (not so chaota) and my scalp was peeling too D: so gross D: and my arm is peeling oso.so i have black patches all over my arm ): and its still not gone.even my hand is sunburnt!

other than sunburns.i miss everything about obs :)

argh.cant even enjoy the last few hours of the sch holidays ):
have been training really hard this few wks.but i guess it did pay off in this wk comps :)
i hit my PB for the 100m Breaststroke surprisingly.but it wasnt a very gd time.just that ive not swam it for years XP swam 1.25.00.i wonder how i touched so zhun! and somemore my seedtime that i filled in was 1.25.00 oso! hahas which means i did not improve and i did not deprove :) so im satisfied with this time.
but thinking.if i could touch at 1.25.00 so zhun.why cant i drop below that timing by 0.01 sec ?!!!!! 1.24.99 would be better than 1.25.oo D: sighs...this just shows the impt of 0.01 sec.

swam the 200m breaststroke today morning.off my sec 2 PB by 2 sec D: so embarassing D: did 2.59.94 im glad i didnt hit 3.00.00.qand yes i got into finals :D with this lousy timing! finals is at 6pm so i have another hour to rest than i have to go to the pool to warm up. but i guess i'll use half an hour to finish up my clep homework(impossible.but try deceiving myself that nth is impossible.)
hope that during the finals i wont deprove.so i must pull and kick harder!!! and i guess that i shd not wish to do better.since i dun 12 disappoint myself.mm.

the japanese swimmers are so cool! their cheer oso very cute :D hahas and they look so professional.they all have the same bag,track suit, swimsuit, cap,sports shoe, slippers, socks, towel.so they look the same :) hahas i think its sponsored.but so gd :)
they look so professional and they swim so professional too! their 200m Breaststroke is like 2.33.00 and i'm like 2.59.94?! faster than me by 26secs! which is half a lap! no actually more than half a lap! so fast...stress....will be swimming with them later D:

ok i shd go now :)
enjoy the last bit of the holidays!

2010-02-28T14:56:00.002+08:00

blogging when i know i shdnt D:

totally slacking D: maybe bcos ive finished all homework.ahhhhhh.but need to revise D: esp when my results arent very gd alr.

IM SO BUSY!!!!
i have no time for myself.
actually i dun noe if im really busy.bcos i always waste time watchin tv D:
and end up busier D:

tot i can finally have lunch wif 205/304.
or just have a proper lunch and not always da bao.and fan xiao gui
sighs.but nxt mon and wed have meetings D:

in a few more wks, it'll be the end of term 1.
and im starting to get worried bcos block tests are around the corner.and so screwed! dun understand the lessons
i shd really stop slacking and start revising D:

sighs.have to go eat now.or else i'll vomit in the pool later.
training twice today.since nationals are in less than 3 wks.
if only i did not fall ill for almost a month, i need not worry about not swimming well.
and wat i mean as swimming well.is not about the medals.its juz meeting my PBs.which im now 7 secs off my PB and dats alot!D:
have to jia you have to jia you.intersch is in a month time!!!
have to sacrifice my tv time D: i will i will.
all i hope its dat i'll not do badly in sch nats or snag.
dun 12 disappoint parents (esp my mum.who follows me to swimming everyday.and worrying about me everyday every second.) and myself...
sighs.stressed ><

2day's sets( morning training) were ok.bcos jiao lian overslept so jia jiao lian coached us instead.
aftnoon training is short d.which is gd :D unless jiao lian make us do crazy sets ><
aft training, which will end at 7pm, i'll have to rush to grandma's hse for tuan yuan fan.

oh and today is the last day of CNY!

oh and wanted to blog about invest.just dat didnt have the time.
ah.i shd say it went smoothly.at least i didnt fall.and break my ankle.or sth as scary as dat.
but my heels and toes totally hurt throughout invest and aft invest ><
and had training aft dat ><>< (spend the rest of my time -aft i got home-watching tv :P )

sighs.
im such a loser.
sighs again.
muz jia you.
muz.muz.

2010-02-12T21:16:00.002+08:00

the newspaper uncle didnt deliver the wo bao today D: so no horoscope!(until end of new year?)
so went to yahoo.and read my entire wk horoscope :D hahas.i wonder if it is really true. bcos i only believe the one in wo bao D: no!!!!

actually even if i know that something gd/bad is going to happen the next day.there's nothing much i can do.

training was slack/fun today :D no stress at all :D even tho i didnt meet any PBs but its ok.but i do need to train harder if i 12 do well in sch nats.which im not expecting much.
had a gd sleep on the bus :D and that cheered me up for training.so i didnt moan or groan :D and followed jiao lian's instructions :D ah but today'r training was so fun.that i can rmb all that i swam :D tho its easier to rmb when sets are tough and killer!!!!
8 x 100m (4 x 100m IM, 2 x 100m Back, 2 x 100m Breaststroke)
16 x 50m (8 free, 8 BS, 划手，打腿）
10 x 50m (25m fast, 25m warmdown: 5 free 5 BS)
[nice and slack main set :D ]4 x 50m sprints (with 150m warmdown aft every sprint WOOHOO!)
10 X 25M sprints
warmdown and 回家！

but slack sets make me guilty sometimes :P
tho i did put in effort :p

SO HIGH DURING CNY CELEBRATIONS!!!
tho it was super hot.(bcos we-michelle,hannah,jielin,joyetc- sat in the middle of the hall in between all the sec 2s and 1s hahas.we sat at the wrg place!!but we got excellent view :D )
and then started throwing michelle's oranges meant for cai lao shi in the air :D hahas which made her damn pissed :D and hannah and i smacked michelle on her thighs like how we smacked hui min :P but surprisingly hannah did not hit so hard.but i dun noe why i hit michelle so hard dat my palm turned red! :P ah huo gai :P and not to say michelle's thighs were red too! :P
ah i held my breath when they announced the winner of the class deco.ah it was disappointing.hahas.bcos cai lao shi must be dam sad :O and we redid the deco also!
and joy and michelle were so high.hahas screaming at wierd stuff hahas like when uncle jack and uncle blah and auntie blah went up on stage to collect their angbao?!
ah the wushu performance was so shuai and cool! hahas i think if i 12 train my reaction time i can consider joining taekwondo or wu shu.but i think i'll be smacked in the face before i can even react :D
oh and the MD seniors were quite cool oso :D but Chi dance was like so sad.and crazy which didnt fit the new year mood.but tho i think they did a good job :P
michelle and joy said that 304 and 404 seniors always win prizes hahas so will we win future ones or are we juz an exception? :D

205 LUNCH!
so happy that so many fivers came :D lik abi , jin yi, beverly :D I LOVE ALL OF YOU!
LIYI!!!!!u werent here!but whenever we sang class songs.i can hear ur vioce ringing in my head :P I LOVE YOU!!!! :D thanks for ur chocolate ive a card for you :D forgot to bring ytd :P
LINGTING!!! thanks for ur note and chocolate :D and thanks for always being there for me! i miss lying on you!!!

ah its ten alr D:
have to go sleep so can stay up to twelve midnight 2morro :D
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
祝你们新年快乐、万事如意、永远幸福快乐！

There are things we dont want to happen but we have to accept, things we dont want to know but have to learn, people we cant live without but have to let go.

205 LUNCH

2010-02-10T18:07:00.003+08:00

HI FIVERS! :D

YOU ARE INVITED TO 205 CLASS LUNCH!

VENUE: SCHOOL CANTEEN OR QUADRANGLE

TIME: AFT CNY CELEBRATION

WE WILL BE ORDERING PIZZA HUT OR KFC!

feel free to email / sms me if you have any other suggestions!

this is the list of people who will be going:

yvonne, me, chooch, cheryl tan, tricia, ying yi, pei qi, hannah, ruo yi, hui min, yee ting, yi xian, ling ting, xing ting, jamie, jolyn, tasha

pls inform any fiver who will be attending if you wish to go!

ps: do inform any fivers if you see them in sch.or idk where.

PLS CONFIRM IF YOU ARE ABLE TO ATTEND!

COST: AROUND $10 PLS BRING THE MONEY ON THAT DAY!!!

2010-02-08T20:10:00.003+08:00

AM I VERY EMO?
everyone say i look very emo.
i agree that im more serious this yr.esp aft so many GMs and meetings.i realised ive created a very bad impression on others. so i decided to change for the better. 难道我错了吗？
life is no longer happy and high.
teachers not high.and no one to high with.
so how u expect me to be high?

i realised that im more strict with juniors.but all i wanted was so as not to allow other sl grps to look down on us. and yes.i agree some juniors do not respect their leadershop posts.
but how am i supposed to be strict with them and at the same time be high with them
evrytime i high with them.thn they will start bullying me.so how am i supposed to get them to respect me?

haix.can barely cope with my studies.
and my swimming is deproving.
comps in less than 2 months.
and just realised that my club is on the verge of 倒闭
and it can sustain for another 3 months with $15 ooo
and a year ago we had $170 000 in our fund.now only $15 000?WTH!

bcos of some indian guy who embezzled a whole lot of our money and landed us in such dire situation. ahhh. why cant ppl just live with their morals. even if u have so much money?will u be happy?hmph or maybe u enjoy watching ppl suffering and u feel happy?if i could, i would be a lawyer and sue you.but i dun have that ability.

i wonder what really makes me happy.
friends?205?swimming?good results?PSL?
when did i last feel happy?

or maybe i should ask myself when i will stop emoing.

2010-01-27T15:07:00.002+08:00

HELLO~

ah tricia gave me this wonderful picture of 205 (pang pangs :D ) so i can stare at it when im bored! and its in my file :D

I created a nickname for jing ying :D 苍蝇 :D ok lar i wont be so bad.i'll call her 可爱的苍蝇！
at least im not as bad as hannah who said dat she looked like one :P

hahas enjoy bullying michelle!hahas she's like hui min.but at least she wont scream when i hit her :P but actually its more fun when hui min screams :P and michelle is dam nice to bully :D bcos she wont bully you back :) MUAHAHA!

I LOVE LA SIA!
i think my grp rawks!we are planning some big-scale event!and we even have a product :D so fun! cant wait to start on it!

[205]
So wont you promise me to be always there
so wont you promise me that you'll be ok
in the darkest days, still will be there
i'll love stays to guide us
oh~ count on us to the end!!!!

2/5 unite we show our might!
we show them how we 2/5 fight!
we fight them in the sun, we fight them in the rain!
we fight,fight,fight till we win this game!
We will We will rock you AH! rock you AH!
We will We will Smach you flat like a ginger bread and never let you stand!

I LOVE 205!!!

2010-01-19T21:49:00.002+08:00

19 01 2010 晴天

Thanks Cheryl for being there for me when i needed you.
ah ma admitted to hospital again T.T so worried.but now dat she's fine im much relieved.but i think tonight will be another sleepless night.

so many things happened.but dont have the 精力and the time to blog it.
anw i really wonder who will come and read besided cheryl so...

life's getting better probable bcos 304 is getting more HIGH during class.which is a gd thing.den i wont feel odd when i 12 high.

304 is totally diferent from 205.but i think it wont take long for me to adapt.since there are still some alive people (opposite of dead XP)

I LOVE PSL DUTIES!
ah i hope that psl duties can replace slc.
and i think that i'll enjoy psl duties more than slc.but still i hope that i wont regret not joining slc.anw its too late to regret.

learning to cherish the people around me.
its time to move on...

2009-12-28T16:14:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH!!!!

spent 1 hr + choosing a blogskin and fixing it -.- and now i realised that i dont really like it -.-

and i'll hv to stick to this blogskin till the next holiday :(

sighs ~

2009-11-11T18:01:00.000+08:00

没有205 的第5天晴天

2day went out with neighbours to celebrate wunty joyce bday
went to secret recipe =]
den went shopping
met valerie and family =]

bought nxt yr's horoscope book! YAY!

ah still miss 205 ALOT!
=(

2009-11-08T17:39:00.000+08:00

没有205 的第二天晴天

i feel so empty.so lost.so lonely.
i cant wait for 13nov to come.so i can see fivers again.
i wonder what the future have for us.
i wonder if we meet again nxt yr, will we still b able to hv endless stuff to talk abt.

i wish
i wish that 205 will forever stay as 1.

i'll miss the times we cheered in unison.sang together.play together,laugh together.cry together.

2009-10-21T13:55:00.000+08:00

YAY exams are finally over!!!

and ive finally made a facebook account =]

hahas.

but so sad cannot go out wif li yi and rest T.T

cant wait for psl camp!!!!

=]

2009-10-15T18:38:00.001+08:00

EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-20T13:48:00.000+08:00

ah ive to type this relle fast cos 'll b leavin for ling ting's bdae party VERY soon!!!

feelin v. sleepy now but too busy to sleep
oh n gd news: I CAN FINALLY SLEEP FOR 2 DAYS IN A ROW!!!
aft suffering from insomia for e whole of last wk T.T
but still v. sleepy -0- -.- yawns... -0- -.- -0- -.-

sian. drama drama and drama...
haix.
i wonder y i relle hate hvin to act as a girl.
but its relle frustrating.
knowing that now my lines r lik super long
haix. im no longer goin to act as a gay
but i relle wonder y my role as a gay is actually so appealing
dat i hv to "give up" this role bcos some other impt person wants this role too.

jia you cherie u r so dead

2009-09-11T09:14:00.001+08:00

11 09 09 雨天

fell sick yesterday T.T
but now feelin better.

today's sort of the last day of holi excluding the weekends
hvnt done LA script,La poem response and hv not study for malay quiz -.-

sian

program for today
meeting up in sch to discuss drama.

2009-09-09T11:12:00.000+08:00

now at com lab discussing drama

oh n im a gay
n im the 'she' side O.o
hahas.so funny.m i sissy too?
ok i m sissy
this is bad...hahas.
i dun noe how to b sissy!

cant wait to connect both scipts.cos our's multitrack!!so cool!
hahas
trying to think of sth to connect.sth emo =]

so tired -.-
hvnt done script for LA presentation T.T

2009-09-06T14:53:00.000+08:00

06 09 09 雨天
woke up at 5am today for morning trainin
from now on trainin in the morning will be at 6am
which means that i'll be soaking in the water half asleep when ppl r still in their laladreamland -.-
T.T
im yawning every 5mins
yesterday i slept at 11pm ++ and woke up at 5am which means 6hrs of sleep!
i need at least 8hrs of sleep T.T
and the day b4 i woke up at 6am to take a bus to swimming which starts only at 8am but the journey is 1 1/2 hrs
zZ zZ zZ

but the gd thing is:
我们搬家了！
YAY!
back to toa payoh swim complex!
tho now i quite miss the yio chu kang pool -.-
nvm nxt yr july will b goin to the yio chu kang pool cos of YOG!

WOA! the newly renovated toa payoh pool is so....
=] so clean.n so style!
hahas the toilet hv heater n is totally chao cool lor!
the shower head is lik dam big n u can even adjust the amt of water flowing out.
ah~
now i 12 go trainin everyday
its even nicer than my house toilet
hahas
tho its not made of gold
but its so cool
n the taps are sensored
oh n we dun need to keep pressing and holding on to the tap thing when we bathe!
hahas
we were totally going crazy when we saw how cool the pool was =]

oh and it rained at 7am
so we swam for 1hr
den it rained v. heavily
everytime there is changes to the swim schedule it'll rain
n we get to do land trainin!
tho the sad thing is dat we dun hv a room for ourselves anymore T.T
no more gym room!!!!
T.T now cannot go early to trainin to sleep T.T

need to go le
goin johor wif cousins
ok
bb!

2009-09-04T20:08:00.000+08:00

today is supposed ot b a gd day (according to e fengshui)
but i shall rank it as a 'ok' day.
which means that sth bad happened but sth gd happened
actually nth bad relle happened.
its just dat i suddenly felt v. emo.
bcos nxt wk is holiday le n wont b able to c all of u (205)

missed drama n sci
i wonder if mr ng was scolding the rest of e class lik siao
i relle 12 noe.
but i guess he did

IVP was not as boring as e 1st seminar
i think some of the innovations are creative and cute =]
like e coin sorter n utensils sorter,
this probably explains y we didnt get to exhibit our prototype
its 理所当然

i relle think i'll miss 205 lik siao T.T
i was looking at the pics we took last yr.feel quite nostalgic.
haix.

and another bad news:
nxt wk is e last episode for nu wang ben se
and this wks nu wang ben se not v. nice.lik v. short.
n aunty lucy only came out at around the end.
but i think i prefer zhou du du to aunty lucy

2009-09-04T20:02:00.000+08:00

To 205:
I realised that the time we have together is getting lesser day aft day.
Time passes so fast.
I think i relle didnt cherish the time we had together.
(like not trying hard enough to persuade my mom to allow me to go out wif all of u etc __ tho my mom is scary.n im scared of her X_X)
But its not too late to start now.
Shall presuade my mom to let me go for class chalet tho i noe i wont b able to sleep overnight T.T

i havent said this for v. long....but.....

JIA YOU 205! ILY!

2009-08-31T17:25:00.000+08:00

oh and this is the only grp photo i hv

T.T

nvm

i shall go for early dinner tho i am not at all hungry

if only today hv nu wang ben se T.T

2009-08-31T16:38:00.000+08:00

Just reached home aft a long tiring day

this yr's concert was totally funny and cool! tho its sad that none of the teachers escept mr mac and ms sabrina won any prize T.T

hahas but the psl person who is the mc ( cant rmb her name) v. funny =]

oh the class party was lik so short not even party -.-

couldnt even finish all the food even with the 2 pangs! =D

ah.so full

not bcos of the class party

but cos i was almost buying food from every stall in pri sch

but only spend less than $5

*burp*

ah~

lets c wat i bought:

1 cup of mocha

roti prata

BBQ chicken wing!

chocolate drink

laksa

jelly

ah so full!

$5 for appetizer, main dish and desert, so hua suan!

oh i saw dat chua rui ting n she's lik freaking tall now! T.T i guess its bcos im starting to shrink -0-

saw so many ppl!!!!

n sarah is in cresent sec i think n her cca is hockey! surprising!

aft lik dragging for v long we finally make our way to chen lao shi's hse

n lik SO MANY PPL DECIDED NOT TO GO IN E END!

SO BAD LOR!

huh seow jie xi ho ying qin n.... hannah! pao qi wo men!

so in e end only 6 ppl went

4 from nygh and 2 from SCGS

[wing clarice shanna me chevelle deobrah(dun noe how to spell?!)]

n we took same bus n alighted same stop as nicole chua

n she tot we were stalking her?!

hahahs. we wont!

so this is wat happened at chen lao shi's house

tho it is in the wrg order

FYI: she's a girl not a guy

her porcupine hair is so ctue!

ah she's staring at me

the car can actually move if u step on the pedal

but sadly she was not interested in driving the car but only turning the steering wheel

T.T

come on stare into the camera

finally!

clarice

deobrah

i know its blur

i hv bad photography skills -.-

the boy likes wingy!

n she's blushing

trying to take picture of the shuai ge!

stare at my camera!

he keep trying to hide but at the same time trying to catch our attention =]

so cute!

hahas hiding again?!

running away from the cameras

shanna deobrah

lao shi and shuai ge!

wing shan

trying to take a grp photo for us using the self timer thing

n she took so long!

those wonderful pri sch memories!

oh and wingy and seow keep gossiping

if i need latest news ....

i know who to find =]

hahas jk

im not interested!

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

2009-08-30T15:11:00.000+08:00

ah.

tuesday is a holiday!
YAY!
hahas =]

hmm.i tot i would fall ill today.cos i was lik running in the rain (tho not for v. long) and then entering the car.totally freezing x_x
den felt sick for lik an hr ++ (sneezing +coughing + runny nose)
but felt better aft watchin tv!

trainin was tough today.n 2day isabel and christabel came to "visit" jiao lian.but dat did not mean dat we had slack trainin T.T
run 3 rounds around pool (warmup run)
froggy jump(full squat) 15 x 3
600m warm up swim
600m warmup swim
6 X 100m IM ---unfair jiao lian made me lead!so tiring!
20 X 50m fly pull ---almost died! X/
4 X 300m br pull
2 X300m br swim
warm down 300m

then i started rainin super heavy
n dats y i had to run in the rain -.-

hv to go celebrate ye ye's bday later
which means 1 evening gone.
but actually there arent many shows at this time so its ok =]

ah

bb~
naeil tto mannayo!
[see you 2morro!]

2009-08-26T18:33:00.000+08:00

FORGET THE HATRED, CHERIE!

-.-

2009-08-24T11:20:00.000+08:00

ah
today dance lesson was totally embarassing lar -.-

and there will be presentation for malay later.die le. hope dun chu chou

2009-08-23T12:46:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder y ive got myself into this mess
why do things have to be so complicated?
was it the same in the past? just that i didnt notice?

came to realise how things changed from sec1 to sec2

i was trying to clear the whole lot of emails when i chance upon the old emails (sec 1)
hahas it was fun reading them
felt so innocent then cos i was totally talking crap esp to hui min =]

haix.
i dun noe if i shd feel remorseful or sth.
feeling remorseful dat i wasnt able to sort my feelings and end up hurting others.
xing ting said dat i was v. guai type in sec 1 but now is lik.. totally feng diao.
i dun noe if this is gd/bad

actually to think of it.
i quite lik my seating arr. now =]
but its lik totally in the front
ah.
den cannot do homework or daydream durin class le T.T
i think the view from the back is better.
n its more fun at e back
cos there's NO ONE WATCHING YOU!
erhm...hint hint.
hahas. i think i prefer watching ppl den to be watched
but its quite nice to be watched to show how impt you are ! =] =] =]
*hint*

ok i hv a whole lot of homework not done
n im actually slacking here -.-
the crabflower thing is quite nice lar =]
but its lik separated from the class. so....aiya it would b more fun to b able to sit together.
yi xian was in a dress! hahaas.i forgot to take a pic.what a waste!

i wish there's more class outings!
n....
oh muz watch paris n milan!
hahas
ok
goin to chiong homework le
haix.homework.homework.boring.
-0- -.- -0- -.- zZ

2009-08-21T04:33:00.000+08:00

To always be happy is something worth to be happy about! =]

YAY! holiday!
-0- but its quite wierd cos i keep thinking dat today is a saturday
hvin a bad headache
cos did not sleep well last nite so shall catch some sleep on the bus later =]

oh. yesterday was a totally bad day
ah. shant elaborate anymore

i realised dat i simply hate adapting to changes
now dat mom had changd the arrangement of the beds i can no longer stare at the stars at nite
or feel the cool breeze in the afternoon
but i'll rather not hv to sleep beside my sister
-.- haix.

tomorrow hv all e boring lessons if only we hv a holiday 2morro instead of today -.-
but today's lesson also v. slack lar =]

mm. relle uncomfomfortable sitting all the way in e front
where the teachers keep walking past and....erhm.
and then lik hv some ppl behind gossiping hor... li yi?yi xian?=]
aiya jk lar.

ok gtg nap
bb!

[Li yi] huh dat was so long time ago lor =]
[cheryl] hahas.noti!
[yi xian] lol no!

2009-08-16T17:16:00.000+08:00

confused X/

2009-08-13T15:18:00.000+08:00

its time to say gd bye.
there's nth to feel sad abt anw.

cheryl T said that things would b better this way.so i shall let nature takes its course.yar.follow my heart and not wry abt wat happens

hmm.i relle dun noe if im on the right track
there are alot of things that cant b explained.
but there are so many things dat i need to explain.whether to cheryl or anyone else.
but i dun feel lik explaining.
aft all.gd friens would not demand for an explanantion or anything.
aft all. they understand u best.

i once thought that friens were forever.but aft all dat had happened this yr.i think there are some friens dat u'll hv to let go aft all.
n only gd n true friens can turn such parting into a more lasting friendship.

haix.im crapping alot.

sometimes i relle wonder if im becoming myself.lik wat many ppl said.
im starting not to care abt wat ppl think of me.n somehow i dun noe if this is related to the council elections thingo.

i once used to crap alot of stuff on my blog.
there was a time where iw ould blog almost evryday.n go tagging ppl 's blog.esp hui min hannah n tricia.

i dun 12 look back at those time when i felt so innocent.or i shd say.was so innocent.

the day is long.n im tired.n easily moved.

my hand relle hurts but some ppl doubt so.
im not sure y e pain still remains.but it do hurt when i bend it.esp when doin pushups
still hv trainin.no choice.

i rele feel i shd explain to cheryl all dat had happened.but i cant esp when e walls hv "ears".
its relle strange sitting in e front row.n frankly it doesnt help to keep me awake.i juz day dreamed n stared in spce for lik v. long.
so i feel quite bad cause im not talking to cheryl T.t

i shall crap to ppl whom i think may not even visit

[TRICIA] i dun noe how to explain to u all dat had happened.yar.i noe dat its kinda wierd.....
anw jia yous!

[LI YI] im not happy couple wif cheryl T it juz happened dat we r sitting together only lar =]

[X TING] hahas secret clan meeting =]

CHERYL ewww. li yi v. grosssssss! hahas sorry if i suddenly run to e back of class or prank call u or anything.

2009-07-30T08:15:00.000+08:00

PARK TAE HWON !

u r still e best !!! =]

2009-07-29T20:55:00.000+08:00

PARK TAEHWON =] =] =]

ahhh! park taehwon didnt qualify! NO!!!!!

ahh we both didnt qualify

but lets wished that fate has brought us here =]

Dun wry be happy!

2009-07-14T08:33:00.000+08:00

ah...
i nv blog for v. long
but i dun relle bother lar oso got no time mah
eh. campaigning is driving me crazy
i dun noe y but dun feel like meeeting any psl seniors cos 'll feel v. paiseh and remorseful

so i better not meet them.
but can t be avoided...

v. bored mr chow nv come...

my horoscope said that for this mth i'll need to do alot of presentation.yar.
sian lar. but its true
IVP presentation.Council campaign.CHinese SIA.
i think still hv some more.but i forget le

5more mins to bell ring.and then boring math -0-

cherie

2009-05-28T14:21:00.000+08:00

so sad today is sort of the last day of literature in chi is fun
hahas i dun noe y im startin to lik it at this pt of time
probably cause we get to sing the tang shi
lols.and v. fun to bully yee teng =]

2morro e chi lit teacher not comin i think i'll be dam super bored lor -0-
no teacher alr goin to sleep (at times when we dun get to sing)
aiyo i think 'll b playing games e whole time
n decorating my butterfly
and singing 无题
相见时难别亦难
东风无力百花灿（is it lik dat?)
春蚕死丝方尽（i cant rmb how e words look lik hahas)
蜡炬成灰泪始干泪始干

i lik e last part n e first part so i cant rmb e parts in e middle =]
nvm i hv e lyrics

YAY! goin swimmin
so...bb!

2009-05-27T11:24:00.000+08:00

ah the com is so lag -0-
lols.ah!hv to go le -0-

didnt understand wateva that mr tan said.
so i was stoning and playing wif mr king cow =]
hahas n disturbing yee ting
n playing wif calculator too hahas
dun noe wat to do mah

sighs -0-
so pissed
i dun understand y ppl keep shouting at me
lik as if i owe them a living

ah!!! life sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-26T15:12:00.000+08:00

math olympiad is lik so....
hahas nvm
i'll rather hv math olympiad than culture lessons
but maybe culture lessons quite funny and...

ah.
YAY!sch holis are coming!!
hahas actually i dun noe whether its a gd thing or a bad thing
i think i'll b dam bored at home now that i hv nth at all to do.

ah.
i think e sch moderated the marks so e msg so high
hahas.got a shock!
didnt expect it...

2day for chinese literature
we had to memorise tang shi
and i was called to read out one of the tang shi
n i was lik so pai seh
firstly i cant speak gd chinese
secondly, i relle cant rmb how e tang shi is lik.
hahas.so i crap thru
hahas and she still say bu cuo
hahas so funny lar
n den e whole class laugh at my reaction
-0- so pai seh
i thnk my face turn red again lor
-0- hahas but i got a bookmark as a reward
which i gave to jing yi hahas cause i dun relle use bookmarks

i think i wont blog much durin sch holis cause most of the time watching tv =]
n preparing for SMO and malay oral test thingo

ahhhh!malay paper was bad!dun 12 talk abt it...

YAY! swimming later
i think xiu wen 'll come and mayb ivy too =]=]
but raining
hahas den land trainin!!!!YAY!
feelin v. lazy
i think my muscles become fats le lor =]
nvm coach say now it is time to rest
or else energy burned out
and need to mreplenish energy for nxt comp
not goin for spore open hahas
expensive lar
and dun 1. time to rest!

2009-05-22T20:56:00.000+08:00

sometimes i really wonder if i care too much abt how ppl will think of me
made my mum real angry today
shd hv trusted my 6th sense

haix
things went wrong right from the start
broke the cups
which affected my mood for e rest of the day
ok those who know how fierce my mum is 'll understand
hahas eg ling ting =]

2day was supposed to b a ok day
but it turned out to b a bad day
n when i asked my mum y its a bad day
she said bcos i was too lazy to keep the pliers.
so meaning i left it on the table ????!!!
ok.she juz 12 say dat im lazy

cheryl n sara n ling ting n yi xian n li yi n meng ting.
hahas u all gave me a shock
i was lik so sad.. n blah blah
n then suddenly
u place the cake in front of me
den i was lik "huh?'
shd i b happi / sad?
hahas i relle dun noe

ok. i learnt that i shd always hv tissue near me when i eat choc cake!

trainin was lik so sian 2day
-0-
bcos no mood
this always happen when i get scolded or sth
den i felt that i was sinking....
but yar i was moving lar but u noe 心不在焉
den...
i got shock for e 3rd time =]
dat noti junior xiu wen!
hahas thinkin of her makes me feel better
admire her innocence
she was lik super childish lar
keep trickin me n pullin my leg
or wat? slam into me, splash water at my face

hahas. yar she totally cheered me up in the.... childish way

ok biggest accomplishment: wrote 5pgs for compo!hahas zhangzhangchuan gave dat long long example thingo. hahas i totally copied n paste almost everything hahas. yar.n then crap a little.
mayb aft all dat happened this couple of mths
answering this compo is lik writing all dat had happened
everhitng came to my mind dat instant n i dunped all down
hahas meaning: anyhow crap!

sometimes i also wonder y i put in so much effort for grp project
yar. den kenna scolding from mum n sis
n sis will then call me ben or wateva
haix.feel so 为难...

sometimes i wonder y i rmb all e sad things
but i juz cant seem to rmb more important stuff
haix.nvm

[LIYI] Go see doctor! get well soon! drink more water!
ok i shant b as naggy as zhang zhang chuan
=]

[cheryl tan] i dun noe if i can speak my mind lik wat u said.but i'll try my best.
by crying out its lik speakin my mind
hahas dats y im a cry baby

[SARA]thx for comforting me hahas n yar i hope to b dat cheerful lively person dat i once used to b
its almost e end of term 2
n i realise dat i ve to b strong n face facts.
probably all dat hv happened 'll happen sooner or later.
知人知面不知心
ive to leran not to follow my heart but to listen to my brains
who ask me to b a IS person??!!
sentimental.haix.
i dun miss e past now 只盼望更美好的未来

relle wonder y ppl become so complicated

goal for june holi: go to temple n pray.n learn to meditate.calm mind n heart down.not b too ambitious.dun push myself too hard(quoted from ms teng)

i always believe that 老天爷有眼 (as quoted from mr chan =] )

2009-05-20T14:18:00.000+08:00

YAY!
1 wk of sabbaticals!
hahas no lesssons! =]
but math olympiad is enough to drive me crazy!!
hahas but better than chi literature!
ohno!
i dun noe y this chi literature thingo is called literature in chi is fun! =] hahas ok........

this yr's csm was ... hahas.dun noe how to describe lar
but besides not being able to sit with cheryl and mengting n rest of class, it was overall fine

but only when i realised that we (councilor nominee) do not need to tag along with our councilors hahas
so we started chatting n chatting n .... grumbling

cause we had to cheer under the hot sun

hahas tiring

ok gtg swimmming!YAY!

bb

2009-05-12T20:33:00.000+08:00

有你们在
我不怕
会坚强度过这场噩梦！
有你们在
感到多么的幸福
现在什么都不怕！

learning to look at the positive stuff
lik failing history is juz ..... a step to success =]
因为有你们支持我
我答应你们我会勇敢！

AHHH!!! im startin to miss swimming ppl
hahas especially ssa - qt! ahhh! i miss all of u =]
hahas CAT! dat naughty tom ar makes me think of xiu wen but nvm
hahas CAT! i want e guitar thing
so cool hahas!
aye if u come u better tag ar!
hahas giv me ur bro's blog url =] in ur nxt postcard

ahhhh! went to tom's hse on sunday
was lik hahas wierd at first
cause we found the hse super neat when we stepped in
but then found all those stuff that they anyhow stuff hahas
so they cleaned the place! hahas stupid tom nv keep ur socks ar!hahas i found it behind the sofa
cushion
hahas
i shall think of buying u sth on ur bdae
sth meaningful....
not ur guitar lar!
erm
i dun noe
hahas cut ur nails stupid cat later u break ur guitar string again
i lik ur electric guitar!hahas

ok i didnt noe u hv a precious 宝贝u v. childish leh hahas =] =]
cool macho cute person actually has a pillow as his 宝贝
ok lar wont embarass u le lar =]

now i think u wont tag hahas
ok nvm
aiya pardon me if i dao ur msg
haahs mouse v. busy 1 lar =]
ok....
ok. ahhh! monopoly was boring
esp when u bought all e houses beside mine!!! growl! den i cannot make hotel!
hahas ur bro pro lar so lucky =] hahas hahas
i want go ur house again!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-05T13:19:00.000+08:00

知人知面不知心

the start of this wk: relatively ok
YAY! NYST rock!
hahas dat was random

but actually ive decided wat was best for me
n 有你们在我不怕也决心不再放弃！

XIU WEN!
y r u so innocent n so cheerful
hahas thx 4 influencing me =]
i'll try to b lik u in future.

but i dun think i can 脸带微笑地度过今天

sometimes they pretend to treat me nice?!
they dun hv to cause i alr noe their 真面目
dun tell me anything
cause i wont b influenced or anything

or i care now is hoping that the remaining days 0f 2009 'll b ok
tho i doubt so
yar but lik wat sis say
this is part n parcel of life

多希望有一个时光机
想回到过去
找回那快乐的时光

me n seow were discussing abt the games we played in pri sch
hahas it was fun
pigmoobunpoo

i shall not think of revenge!
cause as a budhist i shd not b thinkin of such stuff
but i believe that 风水轮流转
u'll regret it...

2009-05-02T11:37:00.000+08:00

YAY!
almost done wif sci w/s AS2.3 =]
n culture?hahas im not so sure halfway thru?
hmm....drama!sorri hannah i forgot who i am :D mvm i shall ask u on mon.
wat else....eh.i think dats all hahas mayb got some others but 一时忘记
nvm.YAY!trainin!
hahas build muscles then can trash ppl
WHEE!!

yesterday totally lik 吃好料=]
had cheese cake in the morning.
den had jap lunch
den had western food @ some restaurant hahas
n the restaurant gave free flow of pop corn!hahas
thinkin of popcorn reminds me of:
气到爆！---quoted from jolyn seah =]
hahas wonder if a person can relle 气到爆
i only know can 气到疯掉！i dun think 'll 爆炸lar.hahas
jolyn dun wry =] hahas
anw.word of advice: dun 生气！hahas chill x_x!

ahhh!i miss jiao lian n swim friens
i need go workout at gym
but not now! when im lik super hungry! =]

unfair!Ivy name on newspaper!but my name not T.T
i tot top3 swimmers 'll hv their name on newspaper lor!
cheat my feelings!
hahas.so cool if my name on paper.but hahas i think dun 1 lar.timing so lan!oso so pai seh

so sad today is saturday dun hv e show i lik T.T

i think i shd b doin work now
hahas
i think this few days i blog v. often cause need type stuff den 顺便 =]

[MENG] yar.hahas she's so cool!

选了这条路
不晓得会再遇到挫折
但有你们在身旁
我会坚持走下去！

2009-05-01T17:22:00.000+08:00

our first gathering =]
01 05 09

shall not forget this date hahas
sorri ms sab
i think u r broke now that u ve treated us to jap food
hahas i expected jia le 2 b lik: im not full yet!!FOOD!!
hahas but actually every1 ate quite alot except for junior joanna--dun noe how to spell!oops!
hahas food was delicious!
prob cause most r fried or cheesy or super salty or just simply delicious!=]
haahs i love cheese!
n we had this cheese thing--forgot wat it was called
hahas n alot of tempura, sushis,raw fish(salmon)
it was buffet style
so its lik eat all u can
hahas
mayb i could hv eaten more hahas yar but relle full
lols =]
so guilty dat i ate so many fried stuff

den we went for ice cream
we had lik 18 flavours of ice cream =] =]
actually less than that
--no one liked coconut ice cream n some other wierd flavours
sadly we had to eat the pineapple ice cream thing cause the uncle scoop le hahas.our nice junior ate it all up

i love the cheese ice cream hahas

thx li han n ms sab for e lunch
hahas but now im feelin hungry
i shall go hv some snacks b4 i go for dinner!

i think 'll b meetin cat today =) =)
n u noe wat ms sab saw jay chou in person
n she is a dancer! kan de chu! hahas cant believe she dance for singers =]

2009-04-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

2day is a v. impostant day!
i almost forgot!

hahas =]
its not someone bdae lar.lols
30 04 09
e end of e stressful mth!
n yes!2morro is celebration time
lalalala~
YAY!feel so high!

期待明天
期待将来

期待..... 看电视！=]

2009-04-30T19:58:00.001+08:00

YAY!
sch nats over
n now can celebrate
hahas goin to some jap restaurant for lunch wif swim team hahas
i can imagine jia le the greedy pig =]
hahas jk!

0.o mayb i shd post some photos 1 day!

2day is a happy day
sch is happy n cheerful--quoted from hui ran =)
YAY!
hahas so high!
n swim trainin was so....slack...abit lar.hahas
no one to pace
but had to keep up wif e timing.which was so dam fast?!
hahas only zhi feng came
but YAY! i'll b seeing tom 2morro
hahas

becoming lik a small kid.....
is it gd or bad?
hahas.enjoy childish stuff lik tom n jerry!
spongebob squarepants! n some random cartoon network show.lik courage e cowardy dog!hahas

XIU WEN! hahas i think i talk abt her almost everyday!
dat naughty girl nv come in first ar.hahas get 3 cans of milo!
hahas somemore laugh at me only got 1! i nice person lar giv dat 1 away!
u noti noti!hahas dun u dare call me pumpkin or else i call u Lim Xiu Wen--shaun's erhmm

hahas nvm.PEI QI! i cant believe u lik e bejewelled thingo
hahas this noti xiu wen oso lik 2 play
hahas n i sat beside her n stressed her oso!=] =]

ok i shall start completing those projects!
hahas culture so dam cool!come wait to write a story!
sci 2.3 do poster? hahas so funny wierd wierd one =]

mummy so nice to me today
allow me use com
somemore ask me to remind her abt e 9 0'clock show =]

雨过天晴
期待明天
what shd i wear 2morro???! =]

2009-04-29T11:55:00.000+08:00

doing LA news paper thingo-letter to editor.
i think im able to hand this in on time if i restrict myself to 2 pages. ok maybe i'll write 3 if possible. casue there's just so many things to talk abt.

soemtimes i do wonder
am i happy now that ive earned fame for myself by achieving the 2 bronzes
im not sure either
with jiao lian n all swim friens.i feel so proud of myself n accomplished
yar.but once im...not with them
everything seems to change.
i look forward to meeting swim ppl. always.only being wif them i'll b happy.
ok i do not mean dat im not happy at home
in fact i realised that blood is always thicker than water. n dat no matter what happen ur family is always there for u
suddenly i feel dat im startin to treasure the ppl around me.
those who ive always not talked to.
in fact talkin n making new friens r better.
u can joke abt anything wif them

but....i dun noe y im so bothered abt all this
when i noe i shdnt
juz b innocent
thats my goal
but when u not noe anything
n when u finally realise it....that feeling...

not being in sch makes my life happier.
now im lookin forward to goin to e pool=]
met so many ppl
n hug so many ppl
=] =]
hahas i realise swimmers lik huggin each other
be it congratulating sb
or juz to console sb
yar.huggin is e best way
lols.

late can finally hv macdonalds for dinner
goin to get a happy meal
since ive made my mind to b happy=]
hahas no lar my sis wants e toy -0-
hahas.

i lik thinkin of happy stuff
n i realise that mixin wif happy ppl makes my life relle happy
bcos they r juz simply innocent
omg
xiu wen u always make my day happy
this girl-- she came in 2nd losing by 0.03 sec from 1st n she is not at all sad!
thats another goal ive ast fro myself
i shall not b sad.
no matter what happens

oh no gtg -0- ok bb!

2009-04-26T18:31:00.000+08:00

swimmers are like tea bags~
u dun noe their strength until u put them into e water =]=]

he conquers who endures!
goal: be the conquerer!

Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts [= I may not be there yet, but I'm closer!!!

goal for the month of may: to not feel lik trash.

2009-04-26T17:40:00.000+08:00

*sigh* relieved that im finally done with HISTORY SIA AND SCI WS 2.2
YAYS!
-relieved- 终于可以放下心中的大石
ok my chi sucks.
im thinkin of changin my blogskin sick n tired of it.

ahh! 2day the whole gang when out for lunch at some 5star chinese restaurant hahas.no lar. that amanda anyhow say de. yar but so cool andrew givin treat.yar lar but i nv go.cause i didnt noe he was givin us a treat =]
but nvm cause juniors also nv go.hahas n mostly guys,only 3 girls. hahas.
yar n many ppl came today =] juz because they goin out
hahas. eugene came even tho he slacked lik the whole time.hahas slacker!

n junior xiu wen and pinkett!hahas both came for trainin.so it was dam cool!
n xiu wen was drenched wif sweat.yar. so serious that in e past she took off her shirt n squeeze water form it! gross!hahas but now she uses her towel =] but it doesnt relle help hahas cause she squeezes her sweat from her towel!!!

ahhh.she is so cute so innocent. haix. i admire her for her innocence.
ppl from RGS who hv yet to know her will b shocked when they c how innocent or a not so gd way of saying CHILDISH she is.
yar i can imagine their expression
hahas. so funny.

juniors r always nice.hehe.i dun bully them tho.but seniors always bully juniors.but it works the other way round for me!!
junior pinkett always make me go last lor!! T.T n then i swim alone no one to pace.the so bored,then i 'll not improve T.T n then my mum 'll scold me X_X 不要为难我！

MAKE TUESDAY A GD DAY!!!
so worried for finals.it'll determine whether im so lucky that i always get a medal in intersch s far.every yr.be it for relay or for individual.
NYST ALL THE WAY!!
get 3rd if possible! hahas improve 20sec! can we?! hahas impossible that means i hv 2 do 33sec for 50 BR impossible!i can become world record holder le lor!hahas imagine!seeeing my name big big on e front page of newspaper =] =] =] =] =]
RECORD BROKEN BY UNKNOWN SWIMMER.
its lik suddenly i become so gd den on newspaper. if dats d case.haahs i'll b over e moon!if i can come in 3rd i'll b over e moon le lor!!!

wonder if i shd go back 2 class to collect my homework when fetchin shiryn- dun noe how to spell.hahas. back to sch or not.

im startin not to miss sch.esp durin comps.its lik when hui ran senior ask me: i miss sch.dun u miss sch?
i'll b lik uhhhh. i dun noe.
fortunately ms sabrina saved me

i dun enjoy feelin lik trash.but somehow.it cant b helped.
it wasnt lik last yr.when every1 was innocent n ... i dun noe.i only felt loved then.but now i dun.i feel daoed at every moment.
whereas there is this contrast; when im at pool.
its always 讲不完,thinkin of this makes me think of jay chou's 时光机

墙角迎风的雏菊茉莉花开的香气
闭上眼回到过去
划分界限的桌椅下课却靠在一起
我就是离不开你
一路争吵的话题我们说好走到底
因为从此就分离用黑板上的日期
倒数找你
慢慢清晰原来思念你是加了糖的消息
我用铅笔画得更仔细素描那年天气
想你的香气我想遇见你~

那童年的希望是一台时光机
我可以一路开心到底都不换气
戴竹蜻蜓穿过那森林打开了任意门找到你一起旅行
那童年的希望是一台时光机你我翻滚过来的榻榻米
味道熟悉所有回忆在夏天的口袋里
一起荡秋千的默契在风中持续着甜蜜
有些话从来不急一直都放在心底
想要叫你看仔细但错身而过的你已经离去哦
...... ☆

this post is super long hahas.
多希望
醒来了
清醒了
才发现这一切都是一场恶梦
my mum asked me if i was happy
i said no
then i realised that 我很不知足
but on second thoughts
who 'll want to b in the state im in now.

relle wish to get out of this.
pei qi say:sit on this areoplane n take a vacation.
i'll.but 我会胡思乱想
so i drew me n pei qi sitting on the plane
IM NOT LES!read on~
its gd to hv someone who 'll listen to u n talk 2 u abt happy things
lik xiu wen
i wish to tell her how im feelin n mayb she can giv me some advices,
but i dun wish to expose her to the evils of the world yet
so everything is bottling up in me
sometimes i feel lik im trapped in some enclosed area.i feel lik escaping form this. from this feeling.
in other words
cherie is troubled
but there is no one to hear her out...
or ppl who did got sick n tired of her problems.

suddenly i miss my tom so much.tom jerome.jia long.n many more
haix
i feel llik tellin all this to him
but i dun 1 him2 get troubled over my problems
anw how can jerry not live together with tom
somehow there is this bond between us--
no matter how far we r now.
i feel he can still read my mind.
we dun need to talk or sms to tell each other how we feel
its just so amazing
i understand how he feel n he understands how i feel.
its this mutual thing..
i 12 return to the time when i noe someone cares
but 时光机真的存在吗？

2009-04-25T18:29:00.000+08:00

i feel so wierd
sometimes i feel lik im trash
being disposed by some irresponsible person
who decided that i was of no use.

then sometimes i feel lik im being loved
[TGAC! no matter how bad d management is i'll stay put in this club till this club dies and doesnt exist anymore!]
lik ppl say JIA YOU cherie! and when they cheer for me when im one body length away from the swimmer beside me. n when they say gd swim. n when they cheer for u up when u r down.n when they say i care.n i noe they mean it.

2009-04-23T20:46:00.000+08:00

ok add more stuff=]
2day khoonie was relle black face muz b didnt do well
actually i tot i wont do well de.
cause felt v.tired felt lik slouchin even jiao lian say so.

junior pinkett did well!=]
40sec for 50 m BR

did 38sec tho
which is gd!
maintain!tho had events b4!

drama 2morro!
ahhhh!
'll b leavin early again =]
miss chi lesson n LA T.T

NYGH SWIM TEAM jia you! get 3rd dun DQ!
i dun noe y so many ppl cheered when st nicholas got DQ hahas it was dam funny they were laughin n cheerin
幸灾乐祸！

2009-04-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

ok
got gd news n bad news
e gd news: cherie FINALLY improved n drop below 3min for 200m BR
YAY! this calls for a celebration hahas =]
finally cherie is happy =] =] =]
and HIGH!
cause she saw her long lost frien, jia long [=
hahas he nv bian at all.

ok i shdnt b bloggin now
but e other gd news: history SIA deadline postponed! can slack now!=]=]
thats also y im bloggin now
such a bad girl.lols.finally admitted!

BAD news: im in a v. horrible state now
came in 3rd for both events cause ppl faster than me obviously slacked!
caus ethey noe they 'll get into finals -0-
so i may not b 3rd n there goes my medal! X_X !

ii) cherie hasnt finish her math n drama work
so she shd stop bloggin n not waste time!

iii) i miss alot of chi lessons T.T
actually not relle mayb only 3?
yar.but how m i goin to pass chi?!

overall 2day is a GOOD DAY!!! =] =] =]
n i shall stop slackin -0-
n be a gd girl =]

2009-04-20T07:59:00.000+08:00

ok
somehow i feel really remorsful lik saying vulgarities
but since ive said it den i cant take it back

yar n somehow i feel some ppl think that i 1 them to take sides.
yar but i relle hv no intention of doin so. so yar. get wat i mean?

ok ive decided not to care so much abt things dat 'll make me sad.
n li yi was of gd help[ lik consolling me n enlightening me

yar.i think e problem between me n my sis is now settled.
lik we started talking but she sort of broke the silence first by sayin she wasnt angry wif me in e first place.but yar.all thx to her i was sad.yar. esp when she didnt care abt my feelings

2morro is start of comps!
oh no 200m IM dun noe 'll do well or not.
juz hope my timin 'll maintain.not thinkin of anythingelse.
worried still

dun noe how to do hist sia!
wonder how's geog sia...

ahs!sometimes so stresss dat feel lik givin up.
nothing too motivate me too.
sometimes i wonder y i work so hard.
lik wats e point.
yar.
den i feel lik givin up...
now startin to miss junior xiu wen
hahas she nv fails to cheer me up tho i did not share my problems wif her.she'll juz make me lol.
yar.happy-go-lucky person
ooooo.forgot wats "happy -go lucky" in malay i rmb learning it lor =] forget no choice too many things to rmb
u noe sometimes lik someone 'll tell me: hey im goin home le bb
or sth den d nxt moment i'll think lik where did she go?
lik den 'll think for v.long den rmb
hmm growin old n forgetful=]

c told u thinkin of xiu wen 'll make me happy =] =] =]
tho she is too innocent for me to tell her anything.
she's lik so cute
durin farewell dinner she was lik where's d chicken?har.no more le ar?pinkett help me get alot of chicken
n den she say: who wants e skin(skin of e chicken) ? n every1 was starin at her.
she was eatin wif her HANDS!hahas at a formal dinner.lol.
n she expected us to say dat we want e skin cause her brothers do dat at home =] =] =]
her younger bro is SO cute!hahhas xiu wen was lik u better keep quiet or else i'll give u e brocolli
n he relle listen to his jie jie! =] =]

haix i dun 1 xiu wen to grow up.
yar afraid dat when she grows up
she'll understand e coexistence of evil (im thinkin of TKAM now =])
n lik me turnin from innocent to...
idk=]

my goal of life: to think abt nth but gd things.
PEI QI jia you for syf! i hv ur letter wif me!but i didnt dare step into m3-01 so sorri cant pass to u!hahas forgive u for replyin me so long! =]
ok i better go help meng ting do bibliography later we late for assembly!bb~

2009-04-17T09:55:00.000+08:00

ok i told myself not to cry
yes n i did not keeep my promise
n not only that i couldnt keep my cool even seeing her face
actually
i do not relle care much abt e lost friendship lar
but most ppl think its lik dat
n i think i freaked pei qi n hui by saying f*** b****
yar. so i feel really remorseful abt it

n i regret listening to all those gossips n actually believing them when i know that gossips r true
sorri HUI MIN yar.for actually dao ing u that time but thx for tolerating.
hey u were suppose to beat me if i cry again.
but instead u juz lik i dun noe hug me?=]
yar so thx n thx for running n gettin me tissue paper or toilet roll or wateva hahas yar actually i relle needed them lols=]
my jacket is stained wif mucus n tears hahas 'll wash it!

LI YI thx 4 those encouragements
i cant believe i thought of revenge
yar but u know i'll keep my promise to hui min n meng ting that i'll not think of revenge again it'll only make me look so.....so desperate for friends.i believe in retribution tho.

i cried cause i couldnt take it anymore. but i promise not to cry mayb i'll tear hahas.
forgive me im softhearted
ohoh i promise ling ting that i'll nv cry again!hahas tear can bah? =]

ok some sec 1 was callin her friend n i tot it sounded lik cherie so i responded and yar.so pai seh

ok back to story
LING TING thx 4 enlightenin me twice (cries when i was sec 1 too rmb)hahas i noe wat to do.thx!

HANNAH i noe u dun noe how to react when someone cries
yar but ur presence sort of comfort me alr.yar so thx.

i cried for almost 1hr
yar felt lonely helpless n abandoned yar but now i dun anymore

MENG TING i noe she gives u the black face
n i told u to giv her e black face
yar i take back those words
juz dun let her affect u
esp ur studies
u r doin well
so dun need to get affected bcos ppl r unhappy den u get so high
getting high marks doesnt mean u r NOT COOL
hahas juz b lik urself

n thx ppl i relle regret cryin
its not worth it!
i'll honour my promise
i dun care if i receive a lot of negative comments or gossips behind my back
cause word wont hurt me.no longer. esp gossips

2009-04-16T10:52:00.000+08:00

ok i shall blog hahas ikm bullyin hui min by usin e com n depriving her hahas
YAY!
n geog was ok but not history
but sci wasnt v.gd
not up to my expectations.
hannah say she is sad when she sees ppl sad.
so is she sad when ppl r sad or she sad bcos she is sad too.
hahas
im sad bcos of some lame ass
yar who cares lar, i told hannah i'll cheer up hahas
yar so.
i du n noe wat to say yar but its v. frustratin.
ok . i wont say any vulgarities esp on e blog cause im not so uncouth lik someone
yar.
have to concentrate n focus on the comp day
or else i wont do well cause ;lik now im feelin weak n i dun think i'll b able to perform on dat day,
yar. so muz jia you!
n i insisted on goin trainin 2day.hahas tho i hvnt recover.yar. dun care i hope i can get 4th tho actually i wish luck can be on my side=] 2secs away from 3rd i hope can do it!
haix.i'll like hui min use com now lar =] so nice hahas bb!

n yes ive cheered up!!

2009-04-09T13:24:00.000+08:00

today is another emo day-0-
haix life's sad.
i dun noe wat to write tho this is the only time i'll b able to blog-0-

sian
visited jialog's blog aft a long long time yar. n surprise that he didnt change the url
hahas ok
bell ring so hv 2 go.,

2009-04-05T11:41:00.000+08:00

i dont noe y im doin this again -0-
ive a whole lot of work to do.
but i decide to slack

i dun noe how m i goin to carry on.i dun noe whether i can last till the end of this mth.

trainin was tirin s usual.
n i had to chase behind ppl so as not to b laggin behind
but junior xiu wen never failed to cheer me up.
hahas =]
she pulled my leg again
ok i think I shdnt call her junior. she's SO MUCH FASTER!
n she called me cherry again.but this time on purpose hahas im cherie not cherry. lol.forget it!

booked the organ studio 2day juz toget the feel of the organ.tho i usually practise on it durin normal lessons.
but yar. exam's on tues so i'll b missin lesson but i doubt any1 in the class will care.so..
yar.hahas n i named it THE 3RD BATTLE
juz to motivate myself that ive completed 2 n now on my 3rd.
the first battle: SNAG which i supposingly did well
2nd battle: geog paper.start of exams

4th battle which will also b in this wk: ASEAN CUP! which will b at sports pool again but this time wif ppl frm asean countries so dun need think of gettin top 8 T.T
hahas but nvm hope my timin will maintain

ok 2 major stuff this wk plus exams.enough to make me go crazy.
so HUI MIN! understand y i like e block test schedule.if it is held in 3 days. i assure u i'll go crazy.
hahas den mayb you'll find me in e mental hospital or sth.
lol

i shall not use com le.my leg chou jing.,...ow....blood circulatioln got problem.ar....
ok n i think i injured my...i dun noe somewhere near the joint which connects my butt to my leg.

ahh.afraid to face the fact.dun 1 school!!!
PEIQI reply me ! hahas i wu liao lar.

jiao lian is a breastroker! hahas just like me.no wonder he always scold me
-0-
i think im ageing.leg pain arm pain back pain
its not muscle stretch its e joints!

i want golden hair. A FEW! cause if i hv golden hair it'll turn white v. fast-0-
who wants white hair? so i want only e bottom part of my hair to b golden n e sides too. hahahas. cool. i cant make e fringe golden cause it's irritatin to hv hair flyin in all directions when u r swimmin

ok.i shd go.seriously.hahas not to study lar.
im goin 4 my lunch now.

TRICIA sorry

2009-03-28T15:58:00.000+08:00

AHH! I DUN NOE Y I CANT CREATE A POST BUT CAN EDIT ONE. NVM SINCE I SELDOM COME I SHALL POST ON PREVIOUS POST

hahas =]
feel refreshed aft a cold bath - cherie hates warm water-makes me sweat when im bathing hahas

yay! i so guai went to gym to work out cause 2day no trainin.

hmm....2morro is e 2nd lesson wof sch coach.
n 2morro is e last day i can ask organ teacher qs. i think i'll bury her under an alvanche of qs lol.

2day was a neutral day aft all as expected chem block test wasnt easy. n neither was it OKAY. it was seriously BAD

n now im savouring my yakult =]

that was random nvm.
ok im goin to post relle fast so sorri if there's typo error =]

LI YI cheer up! i noe u didnt c ur joy 2day or sth lik dat but dun sad hahas life is lik dat every time u frown den not......pretty le hahas.

tricia! jia you! n dun sleep in class its for ur own gd. n dun make zhang lao shi angry cause he angry not cute le =]

pei qi! hahas ok i dun noe wat to say. but jia you in ... attractin ur ms..... hahas n u r a great listener n he is BETTER THAN ERHMM!

HANNAH! u look cute in ur clip so continue to clip it up =]

hahas okok hv to go bb!

oh no im obssessed wif....
hahas
nvm
only pei qi dear knows
oh no i sound lik i hv a mistress lik so noti lk dat.,....nvm
hahas
for fun de lar

serachin for dyes for IVP
n mr lim is SO NICE!
hahas no wonder he got voted as most charming teaher hahas

sian gtg will take long again to post ok bb!

2009-03-16T18:36:00.000+08:00

THE FIRST BATTLE

yay! SNAG finally over!!!
yar n sad to say that i got Disqualified in my pet event: 200m Breastroke
n the technical officers couldnt even give a proper reason y im DQ.first they say "1 hand touch" meaning that i either turned on 1 hand or that i ended on 1 hand.

hahas mayb one of my hands r longer.or meyb cause i injure my hand,n chao painful when i bend it.

Then they say it's cause of the downward dolphin kick.
that i admit that i hv this tendency to do this rhythmic dolpin kick.but...haix.no choice i was in lane 1 - closer to land meaning chances of getting dq is higher.

i saw wilson today.hahas!!!he was one of the technical officers

today finals was cool.was like the olympic style.hahas.,they read ur name den u stand n take off ur track suit.cool!!!

hahas.did well. hahas did improve lar which is gd =]
got into finalls for all events but cause some ppl redraw from their event so i got chance =]

ok gtg bb!

2009-02-28T10:32:00.000+08:00

ok
2morro is the start of the stressful mth
no actually April is more stressful.
but nvm i shall consider it frm now.

anw i shdnt b here again =]

ok firstly in another 2 more wks (or less) is national age grp SNAG
which is bad cause i hv not exactly trained on my 200m events: 200m Individual Medley and 200m Breastroke.

yes n i noe im goin to die.if i dun hit the qualifying time(worst case=])then i hv 2 pay $10 fine.

in e fist place ive payed alot for this competition: $30 registration fees + $4.50 per event. i took part in 4 events yar so dat means i payed.... $48? pardon me if i make a mistake =] cant b bothered to count :]

den in another 27 more days: start of Blocks.
actually i prefer this arrangement.mainly because im super busy
- organ exams April 1-6....how m i goin to study for LA paper???!!!
- Nationals -intersch April 21-24 and if im LUCKY ENOUGH i'll b missin another 2 more days of sch 28-29 dam.
i think i'll b missin e CHINESE PAPER =] if im luky enough..hui min i noe im morally weak.hahas

this few days relle feeling emo.if u all did realise.dun tell me u didnt.hahas
ling ting ask me y i was so quiet durin class: hahas i cant rmb wat i replied but actually i was emoing as usual =]

i dun noe.feelin v. pissed durin class.n so...
yar.ok. s u noe im emo ego e elmo.
yar.hmmm.stressed.stressed.stressed.
so now im distressin=] hahas excuses s usual

ok nvm i shall b a gd girl :]
bb!

2009-02-24T17:11:00.000+08:00

ok.
i dun noe y im bloggin 2day.when i shd b muggin.
hmm.yar.mayb i shd take a break.n update!

haix.i wonder if 2day is a gd day.
i shall check my gd day-bad day calendar=]
haha i knew it would be a 'ok' day '-'
anw its relle 'ok' 2day.

hahas if u dun understand wat crap i was talkin abt above den its ok cause dat shows dat u r normal =]

ok im thinkin of 花海now =]
ok it's a song if u dun noe.
n if u dun noe i only listen to jay chou songs.cause he rawks =] u can check my playlist--all jay's voice.hahas his voice is so comforting.hahas.i noe im talkin crap again.but nvm.

ok let's see...
ive a whole lot of hw.
n now im writin crap.
mainly cause my mum's not at home.
which is bad...u noe.
i mean bad cause i wont b able to watch tv unless i finish my hw =]
no lar no lar cherie is 乖 n she noes its bad to slack..

ok i shall talk abt....swimmmin [=
ok if u all dun noe im now trainin at yio chu kang swimmin complex.
n if u all dun noe -- it's a public pool
so...meanin dat.....
e pool is not v. suitable.
tho i used to train in a public pool.
yar.but.now it's a different case.
n talkin abt case reminds me of math olympiad.which i do not 12 remember.cause....hahas my brain cells just died thinkin abt solving qs.lol.but dun regret goin 2 MO tho

okok.back to swimmin [=
we hv 3 miserable lanes [4 sometimes ]
but e gd thing is dat most of the time me n other breaststrokers (3 in all- includin me)get to occupy 1 entire lane [=
hahas n e other 14 over ppl(rough gauge) hv 2 squeeze in e other 2 lanes.

ah.n yes competition is comin.not meaning sch nationals.
but nationals age grp.yar n it;s juz as major as sch nat.
i dun noe if i'll screw up
cause firstly 教练keep scoldin me T.T
n when he scolds me.e entire world will know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(exaggeraating--only e ppl at the pool)
ok i think i'll expect what he'll say.
n e start of the swim he'll say:
俐雯！你最好游快一点！
n den blah blah blah nag nag nag.
i noe it;s 4 my own gd.
yar so i do appreciate it.
okok den he'll shout for me to swim faster.or pull faster.or kick faster.or pull bigger.kick faster.
den at e end of the swim if i do badly.u noe wat happens.
32了！你是怎么游的？
ok this means: how i swim 32sec [yes 32 is some random timin yar.]

ok it;s 5.30pm
n im wastin time
yar
n ive blog alot.

but ive not talked abt sch!!!!!!!!!!!
o!!!!!!!!!!!
i look forward to chinese!!!!
cause got cute cute zhang lao shi [=
den oso can do anything u 1! =]
as in.....nvm.i feel im so bad to zhang lao shi!
haix hope he'll teach me nxt yr again!!!

ok ive got to complete this chi book review by 2day cause the book dues 2morro.
so ok
i got to b discipline [=
so i can watch tv later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jia you cherie!!!!!!!!!!!
i love writing this =]

2009-01-29T14:32:00.000+08:00

0.o now in sch so sian hahas [=

'll miss toa payoh!!!!!!!!!no. hahas toa payoh swim complex so sad last lesson le T.T

o.o i noe pei qi came my blog hahas but she nv tag T.T

lol.chi new yr was lik so short this yr lor.but i lost e most money this yr lor.hahas.but nvm.no. quite sad lar 1st day i lost a few cents in da xiao.but wo back when playin black jack hahas.so overall i won afew bucks lar.

as for 2nd day, hahas e super dao mei day
i lost in 1st round of black jack.lost ALOT in inbetwwen/tops n up-down.hahas this 's wat we call them lar but i not sure wat 's it actually called.

ok sper sui in tops.ok this is d most sui part:

got a 2 n a K.sper high chance.
so dad sponsored me.yar.all d money in the pool
but sui sui
muz pay
n muz pay DOUBLE.
cause u noe i got dat lao ah bei-KING

hahas sian lorT.T

ok this yr i think shd b quite sui.
yar lar but dun think so much=]

ok.mmm.haix.mmm.nvm

ok bb.i shall go mug then go swimmin YAY!

2009-01-23T21:47:00.000+08:00

Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts [=
thats my msn nick thingo[=

im goin to be jian ren bu bah

sian
nationals in another 2 1/2 mth

jia you cherie!!!!!!!!

2009-01-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

halo so long no blog le T.T

so many things happened but i dun think i can list all of them in this pathetic 10 mins i hv b4 i sleep[= i noe u'll say v early but nvm

so long nv talk to my cat le T.T dun feel lik?no. i dun think so.juz dun hv e time.n......aiya i dun noe lar.but still feel lik askin 'it' how's ;life n stuff but....haix.dun noe how to kai kou

o.my sis told me this.

To love somebody is NOTHING
To be love by someone is SOMETHING
To love somebody who loves u too is EVERYTHING

This is possibly the first time i relle agreed wif what she said hahas [=

o.life's abit bad

to think that in another wk time i'll not b trainin in TOA PAYOH swim complex le T.T now i love e pool [=

haix.失去了才懂得珍惜
但一旦失去了就不能再[ ]回
hahas fill in e blank i juz cant find e word fogot all my han yu pin yin

today trainin super nice
cause sprint sets
now startin to lik sprint sets
find it less tirin
hahas different frm past

today was praised by jiao lian
hahas i think 1st time
he said bu cuo! hahas [=

my timins were real odd.
ok mayb u all wont understand but nvm =]
for 100m breastroke

1.34min
1.32
1.30 < = = ==i was so happi [= hahas my fastest in all sets
1.31
rest
1.34min
1.32
1.31
1.31

lol so odd
e more i swim e faster i get.
hahas odd lar

haix im stressed so today is my rest day sois 2morro n so is saturday n so is mon tues [= [= [=

hahas YAY! ok i go le lar
need pack bag later i forget to bring sth again X/

2008-12-31T21:00:00.000+08:00

aiyo so sad no one tag T.T

hahas.cause i so long no blog le.

i dun think i can blog abt my trip lik now cause my fav.actor - CHENG HAN is on tv.oh no! 9.01 i ve missed 1 min of it! ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

sorri he's too shuai le.hahas actually not at all.but got charistma mah.hahas he's super cool.n cherie hv fell in love wif him =]

ok.so goin off to pai tuo.so....wishin u ppl a very early HAPPI NEW YR 09!

hahas i think i 'll b stayin up.yups.too watch his show!=p!
bb!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-16T18:00:00.000+08:00

YAY!

2morro 's break time

hahas

huis now at airport

or mayb she had boarded d plane

lols

she's leavin on 16th n comin back on 24th

while im leavin on 17th n comin back on 25th

'll b leavin at around thiss time 2morro.

yups but 'll blog if possible at hkg

hahas 'll b bringin lap top [=

ok need to go.

cant wait for sch reopen!

n to see huis rebonded hair! [[=

TO
tricia: yaryar hahas love you!
hannah: ok ive changed my skin [= hahas e previous 1 suck
tricia: not relle hahas feelin v.slack this few days lol
tricia: hahas agree [=
li yi: oooo.c how. hahas no lar.jk.sit wif us!
tricia+hannah:hey we've got another target .lol.li yi!

2008-12-09T12:03:00.001+08:00

last night was SO cold dat i tot i froze to death hahas.

YAY! finish chi n math homework.2 more to go!hahas
2morro liyi n gang goin watch movie.
not goin s usual.mum dun allow.n oso cause busy

in another 8days time 'll b leavin for hong kong le.hahas.gd!can skip trainin! [=

abit sian lar.tho trainin fun but v.tirin. n sometimes a little stressful.cause jiao lian alwys scold me.

n now im swimmin everyday!

oh yar.last last sunday had swim comp.
ok lar.tho got 6 gold.but didnt do v.well.
lik did a syupid 40 for breaststroke.im lik stuck at 40 secs!!!!
n 31 for free O.o when can i drop under 30 sec???!!!!
backstroke: 38sec.haix.nth 2 say.

but suprisingly, butterfly,the stroke i HATE most, hit 34secs!!![= hahas shocked.
yups.but...so overall didnt do relle well.

oh as for relay.erm. we won by abit for e freestyle.and won by alot for e breastroke event hahas.YAY!

ok.im hungry as usual.

oh.im seriously goin to learn to skip by this holiday.

totally 丢脸 to see my teammates even the guys able to jump lik 150 times continuously.n doin 5 sets of dat!sian.so i was doin froggy jump n in d end hurt my quadraceps.hey.n dat means dat i got scolded again.

ok.gtg.so bb!

TO
hannah: hahas go poo!MISS YA!
tricia: aiyo u shd not say mah later i kenna scolded.rite liyi?[=
hui: hahas o.so u atill wanna me bully u?hahas jkjk!

2008-12-02T21:03:00.000+08:00

this is my 101 post since dunno when

ok but it'll b short

cause i 12 go watch tv!!!

2day had swimmin despite e rain.

n jiao lian made us swim despite e thunder n lightning.
tho he oso v. poor thing.all drenched.hahas.
but we did stop once.at least.

cant believe.for e 1st time i miss sch so much!!!
n....wahlao sch reopen is on a friday!
hahas by then i would b oso doin duty so wont b in class often.

liyi" i'll do ur quiz hahas.but another day[=

ok goin to watch tv le!
bb!

2008-11-25T10:26:00.000+08:00

1. What have you been doing recently? swim sleep eat watch tv
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?hahas.of course
3. What happened at 10am today? i was usin com 40 mins ago.n im still usin com.
4. When did you last cry? aye? erm. the day my sis scratched me !
5. Believe in fate/destiny? yups.lol.y ask?
6. What do you want in your life now?in LIFE? i dun noe.or mayb there r too many things i wan.
7. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated? aye?hahas.i dun noe.
8. Are you wearing anything borrowed from someone?no.im in my pyjamas!
9. What was the last movie you caught at the cinema?hehe.i wished i could go 2 cinema wif hui n gang
10. Does the person know that you like him/her? aye.i doubt so.dun noe.y ask me?
11. Who always makes you laugh?hahas.tric.li yi.hannah. hui?not sure.she too serious le.no offence! [:
12. Do you speak languages other then english?YES!chi.malay.hokkien....n singlish.
13. Favourite websites? nowhere
14. What are you doing tomorrow?o.2morro?wed ar?hahas swim in d morning at 7am! organ at nite.
15. What do you think you are like? emo kid
16. Who will you choose to die with? i dun think i 12 die.hahas.mayb my lover.
17. Where have you been today?nowhere
18. What game do you play often? nothing.
19. Who are you missing right now? 105! n li yi n tric n hui n hannah
20. If you had to choose between a friend or a lover, who will you choose? depends.
21. What are you doing now? bloggin [=
22. Which primary school are you from?RGP!
23. Name 3 colours that you like. ORANGE! black white.
24. What emoticon do you like to show? [=
25. What is your life to you? i dun noe?
26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do? cry.i think.i emo mah haahs
27. What do you do when you're moody? sms sms sms
28. At which age do you wish to get married? dunno depends.
29. Who is the most important to you? friends!family!
30. If today is the last day of your life, what would you do? erm.i'll cry first.den think what i shd do.
31. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain? hahas　雨过天晴！d other time when i was swimmin.i got so distracted by dat rainbow dat i crash into d wall!
32. If you had a dream come true, what would it be? aye?which?
33. What is your goal for this year? aye? dun lik setting goals.or mayb there r too many

how many more qs?!!!! hands aching le.

34. Do you believe in eternity love? it depends.i think only when ive found my 白马王子.or else no.
35. What feeling do you love the most? hahas HIGH!
36. What feeling do you hate the most? being moody.frustated.regret.sad....hahas
37. You like doing quizzes? not when it's so long!
38. Do you believe in God? hahas yes! btw im a free thinker.but transfered to b a buddhist cum taoist.
39. What do you think is the most important in your life?d ppl i love.family. friens.
40. What will you bring when you fight? hahas.i dun noe.juz grab anything i c.
41. What have you regretted doing in your whole life? regret....hmm.i dun noe.im quite happy wif my life so far.
42. What would you do if nobody cared for you any longer? think of dying. dat s me emo kid hahas.
43. What if your girlfriend/boyfriend two-timed you? cry then.... i dun noe.

hahas i missed out e last qs cause need go le
hahas
ok bb [=
n i miss sch X/!

2008-11-25T10:00:00.000+08:00

ok im doin this quiz cause hannah! ask me to do so.hahas.

Relationship with him/her: hmm..gd friens hahas.
Five impressions: 1.laugh alot 2. always bully hui min![hahas tho im e mastermind.but wateva] 3.anime freak! 4.erm.small but strong![dun kill me hannah!hahas] 5. person u shd never choose to bully.
Most memorable thing she did for me: o.this 1's hard...mm. o! she n hui 扶我去GO. when i was dying of cramps.
If she became my lover: erm.hahas LIYI 'll kill me!!!
If she became my enemy: hannah, i noe u r not dat kinda person rite?
What i want to tell her now:hi!Ｙ　Ｕ　ＮＯＴ　ＯＮＬＩＮＥ？！
My overall impression of her now: BIG BULLY!hahas.jk!
How i would find people around me feeling about me: swimmer? i dun noe.
The characters of myself that i love are: hahas sorri relle dun noe.
For the people who care and like me, say something to them:
10 people I WANT TO KNOW ABOUT so i want them to do this quiz!
1. Tricia
2. ah hui
3. LI YI!
4. hannah!
5. TOM!
6. jero
7. seow
8. ahma
9. elaine (cause i dreamt of her last nite)
10. sis
who is 6 having a relationship with: hahas i dun noe.s in y will u ask a guy such stuff?
if 7 and 10 are TOGETHER, will it be a good thing?:hahas.les.then i'll a sis-in-law!
what is 2 studying about?: dun noe.hahas.slackin?i noe.she's studyin anime.hahas.
when is the last time i had a chat with 3: 20-nov-2008 16:52 sms.
what kind of music does 8 listen to?:
does 1 have any siblings: elder sis.
Will i woo 3 : hahas i dun noe wat to say.wat if i say .... no?hahas li yi dun kill me!
how bout 7 : hahas seow! NO! no offence tho.hahas.we both tomboys.lik abit odd leh.
is 4 single: shd b bah.hahas ask her?
what's 5's surname: cat hahas he's tom the cat.no lar.ok.leong.
whats 10's hobby: shd b talking to her boyfrien bah [=
does 5 and 9 get along:hahas they dun noe each other.n i dun think they will.
where is 2 studying at: nanyang.duh?
where does 9 live: hahas she said dat she lives in a white house in serangoon.but it doesnt even exist so i dun noe.hahas
what colour does 4 like: hahas hannah ar.erm.green!
what is 10 doing now: o.she's in hong kong now presentin some stuff in her sch blazer.red n white.at least better than yellow bannana.somemore got tie.hahas.i forgot to teach her how to tie.but nvm.she left yesterday.yups n i was at d airport too.

ok.hahas.this is d end of d quiz.
so.i'll post again i suppose.

2008-11-13T12:02:00.000+08:00

MR KAW ! THIS IS FOR U! MACHO COW!

hahas n this is for 105 too!!!!!i love u 105!

2008-11-13T11:33:00.000+08:00

没有你的第一天...

105 I MISS ALL OF U ALR
N IT'S ONLY 1 DAY WE R NOT TOGETHER N IM MISSING U ALL!!!

hmm.1yr pass relle fast.转眼间就过去了.
last night when i got home aft c&d night.
[hahas besides e fact dat i was eatin again]
i felt relle empty.
u noe e june holi i was oso a little bit 想念你们but because i noe i'll b seeing u all lik in 4 wks time so its ok.plus, i had to go back to sch lik almost every wk.
but this time its different.
2 whole mths w/o u all!!!!!
haix.wonder what changes will there be nxt yr.
- ling ting no more monitress -which i hope not。i wonder who 'll take over.
- new form n LA teacher
- new seating arr! NO!!!!!!! tricia i sit beside u ar! chope alr hor!
- new teachers!!!!!!!NO I DUN 1!
- i 12 b math rep! hahas
- sec 2 means senior!sian
- 张老师!你不要走！不然我们一零五会很伤心的！！！

rmb 1st wk of sch.i played murderer wif some ppl i think it was qi san pei qi n cheryl tan hahas hannah oso n ... cant rmb.lols.but it was fun!

den dat cai moh nv come sch.den she so lonely hahas.can still rmb she tie her hair de [=

camp! was so cool hahas wif 105 of course cool lar
den d many activities tho i did not make it for those impt ones.i wished i was there hahas.but cause of swimmin competition so....for example: camp i miss 1 part of it!n den fun fair!sadT.T wish i could spend more time wif u all!!!!!!!!

okok/i need off com later mum come back from her karaoke session wif e neighbours, den i die liao

hahas okok bb!
=]

2008-11-08T10:03:00.001+08:00

hahas those photos below r taken long long time ago.
hahas but nvm.
lol [=

haix wonder who 'll be our teacher nxt yr.ohno.hahas hope it's not some scary teacher.haix.
失去了才懂得珍惜
sian.y everytime lik dat?!失去了才珍惜！
mm.
nxt yr's goin to b a busy yr.
got to cope wif psl.swimmin(competitiors for nxt yr v.strong -0- T.T)
n of course studies.somemore nxt yr goin to take organ exam.sian.so now muz train v.hard for nxt yr.but.haix still kenna scolded by coach.cause too slow n not up to standard.not only for breastroke (my main stroke)but oso for IM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today got trainin muz piah!jia you!!!!!

hmm..mr kaw 'll not b teachin us nxt yr..mayb i shd draw another cow... [=
got it!i noe wat to draw le!!!bb.

2008-11-08T09:31:00.000+08:00

2008-11-01T10:33:00.000+08:00

31st october,
the saddest & most terrible day of my life......
haix.
something happened that i think 'll change my life 4eva.
i dun noe how i should phrase it.or actually i dun dare to.

but now i really really hate guys!all guys r jerks!

ok.i did cry.n actually i did cry alot.ok maybe tricia is right dat i hv pms.but.not for this case.

last night i think i cried until i was so tired dat i fell asleep.

but woke up in d middle night when it started raining heavily.
n i cried again.
i dun noe y i cried.mayb cause those secrets relle hurt me.n probably i was so scared dat............i dun noe.i was just so disappointed.so hurt.dun noe if i'll be able to fall asleep tonight.

2008-10-29T17:53:00.000+08:00

105'08 I love u n u rawk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

u did a gd job 105!!! 3 cheers!!!so close tho.but for e 1st time...[not sure hahas li yi say 1.]we got so close to a 1st.lets hope dat we can not only be close to the top but the first next yr!

to think of it..nxt yr we 'll b called 205!go go jia you 205' 09!hahas.im so hyper 2day.only when we lost to 106.haix disappointed.but nvm.we did a gd job!7 wins n 1 draw to 107.n lastly losing by 3 goals to 106.hahas i think we did score 7 goals to 1goal i think for 1 of e matches!we r so pro!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok jia yous !

2008-10-22T14:17:00.000+08:00

haix
now in library
didnt do well for EOY s tho i dun agree dat i did relle work v. hard
lol okok
lets c
aiya hope dat wont do dat bad
hahas so now muz work hard plus still have swimmming...
sighs
ok bb

2008-10-20T13:49:00.000+08:00

Day 2:
rise n shine!woke up at 5.15++ den tried waking li yi n rest up hahas was sleepin beside li yi.
had some warm up thingo played some games.u noe e squirel tree thingy yups hahas so were running around quadrangle.played some other games.hahas yups n in d end me n some other ppl had to do chicken dance on d podium not cause we lost....but cause we WON!

had breakfast.den did some debate thingy.called so u think u r rite?
yar wasnt dat fun cause we got e worst role.lets not talk abt this.abit long.

den we.....went for photo taking!
nxt we had lunch
n den we played water games!!!!!!!
it was cool.we had 4 stations.

1st atation: we trained our abs durin the process had to lie on ground near sci block which was rather sandy.den had to raise our legs n try to hold a bucket of water.n preventing it form spilling when seniors poured MORE water in!--didnt get wet (= --

2nd station: d time we got relle WET!!!!!!!! went to netball court.to make things worse it started raining.but we still got wet ind end hahas.so we stayed one same spot n aloow e rain to drench us.refreshing.seniors pored water directly at us n we only had a small piece of plastic to cover ourselves!but it was fun!

3rd station: it took us a hard time to find this station.they call this d hairstyling thingo.yups lots of soap.n water!n i had my hair styled.n stef oso hahas they spiked my hair but wasnt relle successful.yups den we started putting soap on eachother.cool

4th n last station: messy!we had to slide on d benches covered wif soap.n play d scissors paper stone thing.my grp won.yups i was e 2nd to 过关 yarb it was rough.totally.

ok we did change but not bathe aft this.cause we had to clean up e place.heng dun need wash toilets!!!!ok home sweet home!

this was e time i realised that my grp was e most bonded tho we didnt win much.lol.but winning isnt everything!is it?we had fun!n im not goin to b counsil s in if i can make it.cause...one of e seniors warned us not to do so...not relle warned lar but she said dat if we were to do so we were betraying psl!so nvm!

2008-10-20T12:27:00.000+08:00

night trail!!!!
this is probably the most fun thing in camp!
its abt a murder case n abt matthew chua hahas
okok this is how it went:
matthew chua was killed on 13th oct by poisoning
--the most possible cause of his death is sodium hydroxide(found in cleanig agents)found in his drink--
and so we hv to investigate his death....in nygh!where we hv 2 ask witnesses by solving clues first. n den "guess"who d murderer was, why and was it intentional or accidental.

hahas.now let me tell u d process:
it was totally bad.scary.totally freaked me out.hahas 1 reason y i couldnt sleep dat night, which pissed li yi out.

hahas shauna was totally scared.totally.okok.so we held hands n walked slowly.but there were ppl who were oso not scared.lik rachelle n my leader, clara.
yar like we were only allowed one torchlight x_x which made things worse

i admit i was scared.lol so we sang old macdonalds.kookabara.titanic....alot of songs.cant relle rmb but most of us were singin.

we didnt dare pass d 1)heritage corner.u wont 1 2 c d white uniforms (=
2) sewing room; luckily dun need 2 go there ar...... so dark!
3) PE department/ printing room; its alr so scary when u pass by these places in the day!

i shall juz briefly mention the stations.
1st station: class 101.hahas there was e cleaner n another ghost inside.
n e cleaner was e murderer.lol.quite scary...

2nd station: piano.as we walked down we could hear e piano.sb was playing it.lol.freaked us out.yar but we drowned it by singin.plus e song was some sad mozart song.....e person playing was e wife of the victim

3rd station: outside sewing room.not scary at all.(but we had to walk back to class 101 cause we left our stuff there hahas n i think we scared d "ghost" inside by shining e torch at them [= )

4th station: beside PE department.HAHA my senior whom i recognised was inside so not scary.had to drink a cup of diluted coffee.was e first to drink it.lol.brave?not relle.cause i was at e front.so lik.....n we had to fold cranes

5th station: AHHH! this is d most scary station.had to make a wedding cake out of cups.n the mad girl( mistress of victim) started huggin us n givin us a shock.she could relle act!

hahas we made it in e end.tho we thought e mistress was e murderer who asked for sodium hydroxide from e cleaner.so we were wrg! hahas.

ok end of day1.oh yar we watched step up but i fell asleep(half asleep)
lol okok.

2008-10-20T11:30:00.000+08:00

continued...........
hahas STOP! ppl talkin to me now...ohno.. hahas sry need dao u ppl...........

ok continued from psl camp!!!!!!!!!!!!
-where was i?-
[= LOVE CAMP!
lol.okok.now here come d interesting part....

we had cheering sessions. led by xiao en, one of the leaders.
we sang kookabara -dun noe how spell-
den we sand d titanic song over n over again until xiao en got v.pissed hahas
but nvm it was still cool hehe

[titanic]
oh its so sad! its so sad!
its so sad dat d big ship went down to d bottom of d ocean
n d husbands n d wife n d children oso die
its so sad dat d big ship went down!
(repeat x5[=)

we sang this in lifeskills camp too!
lol
taught by some guy

this is d nicest song(dat i can rmb)!but i seriously cant rmb wats d title:

and we walk to the left
and we walk to the right
and we walk n we walk n we walk all night
wif a heel n a toe n a half turn around
wif a heel n a toe n a new friend found!!!!!!!!!!!

hahas found out sth interesting abt this too!!!!
ok but can only explain usin pictures (=[nxt time mayb]

2008-10-17T19:42:00.000+08:00

PSL camp '08 rocks!!!!!!!
woohoo! hahas juz break camp n lols quite 舍不得but nvm hahas still got nxt yr!

n finally got 1 v.impt news. n that is ..... [drum roll : P!]
YAY! i finally got a psl badge.officially a psl.hahas (=
ohno i feel so high suddenly!!!!
geetin a golden shiny badge oso means dat no more 犯规 like eatin in class n foldin skirts.
hahas hey i didnt say i got do hor hahas but mayb i did =]

now lets talk abt camp...*thinkin v.hard*
o...ok lets talk abt d itenary

[day1]reach sch at around 7.30am hahas hey i took a bus here lor with all those big heavy bulky bags then went to conference room B&C -d supposingly smelly room-but it was ok during camp which is gd!

aft changed into camp tee! n got briefed
we had a small ice-breaker. which apparently didnt work probably cause my grp is d only grp dat vote for "NO ICE BREAKERS-for nxt yr's sec1 orientation"so there was awkaward silence(my grp had nine ppl)

set off for AMAZING RACE! took some bus-cant rmb e no.,i think is 174-YIPEE!hahas when reach newton mrt station we got done.n took mrt to city hall-i think-
[aft e amazing race i realised i did not noe my CBD well n dat probably explains y my geog so lan :D!]
den we walk to some shopping centre which i obviously forgot e name...hmmm raffles shopping centre?
den we went to e koi garden which we deciphered frm our 1st clue.it was in chinese leh den we were lik pond? in CBD?hahas
so sad d stall selling fish food was not opened yet n too bad we didnt get to feed those koi....
den had to walk around some fountain 3x touchin e water-its suppose to b for luck, but it happened to b for 1 of our stations.
aft which we went to carrefour-dun noe how to spell-
to complete 3rd task.find e selling price of these items(we split into grps)

but s it ws closed we pinic outside, under escalator :P! but it was a nice spot!so took out food, meant for lunch, which i carried all e way frm sch n back! it eas tirin hahas hv 2 admit
paired wif shauna n included jie lin aftwards hahas we were e fastest grp.not kiddin.found 3 items(include bonuses)ahead of other team members!

den went to another shoppin centre.n bought 2items startin wif b and c
(dats our task)so we bought brownie n cookie from subway.which costed around 3 bucks?

headed to e four chopsticks thingy memorial.
yups had to copy out words in malay hahas more lik drawin

nxt clue: look at pic(CBD)where do u think its taken from.den theysaid some white arc.which meant a bridge(at spore river-btw spore river has many bridges).
so we looked at street directory for quite awhile.till we found it aft en han-our facilator-gave us many clues

found dat pretty bridge aft walking v.long cause we lost our way!went e wrg direction -0-had to take photo wif sir stamford such dat he's as tall as me.
yups n i chosen to b d lucky 1[cause of height]
had to find some statue(men carved from metal)take a photo wif them s u try to 体会e past.so we did some nonsence post.
had to take a photo on a bridge such dat when we jump our legs r above ground.was successful!!

went back to sch.saw softballers trainin.but didnt c hannah.hahas.saw xue yi only lol.cause v. obvious.

lunch!aftward we had some workshop on hosting.not v. interesting.
had another mini icebreaker-whacko!

wanted to do photo takin but in d end played captain's ballmuahaha my grp won by alot.but it was lik a cat fight.every1 was fightin for e ball.n i did score some smart goals.lik u noe standin at places ppl do not stand at.n den score.i got scratched.n push to d ground,kicked n punched on my cheek bone.but its lik juz an accident

bathe!i keep thinkin i stink throughout e camp n mayb i relle do!

dinner!i think we had chicken rice wif egg for e chicken rice stall in nygh

ok i shall stop here now.alot more things happened aftwards which i shall share another day.i think i 'll!hahas its v.fun!
ok
gtg
bb![=
but i'll lik to add on dat.....
PSL! 万岁万岁，万万岁！3 cheers n 3 cheers n 3 cheers for us!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-15T20:11:00.000+08:00

bad day.
no actually its ok
juz dat i realise i got 1 wrg for math n another for sci
dun tell me how i rmb
i juz can rmb every single qs
im lik dat
n d ans for math shd b..
cant b bother 2 count
but nvm its / shd b [-13 x -13]-18
yes n u not wat this'genius' wrote
[-13 x -13] x - 18
= 3042
sian
so careless
dun ask me y

had organ lesson juz now
hmm
rather gd
improvised 1 bit of e song
lalalalala

2morro is psl camp
im not totally excited
mmm for 1 particular reason
i dun noe if i shd say it

yups but this is how it went:
on tues, d day of our last paper
i noe i hv 2 collect e consent form thingy for e camp
so
yups
walked to 314
no actually i had to tiptoethere
cause seniors hvin exam
den i had to hold my bag tightly n i try not to move it cause it'll make some sound
so yups back to d story
in short, i couldnt find d copnsent form which was supposed to b at d window ledge-ok i didnt noe dat until i ran up 2 d com lab 2 check again.
this means that i
ran up to 4 floor
down to 1st floor
up to 2nd floor(i tot was 310)
den up again to 3rd floor(cause i couldnt find 310[but i found it in d end-its on 2nd level])
n down to firstfloor (314)

den i went home.aft complainin to hui min again.hahas
n u noe on d way i was quite pissed not wif any1 but juz lik u noe.pisssed [prob wif myself for being so toot (=]
so i was lik smsin on d way up,down,up....ahhhs nvm
so yups i asked my leader to confrim if she left it there

n onli at 10? yups 10am.i gave up.
i didnt complain anything abt my leader not at all
but i think i was a liittle rude cause i ws lik:hey where is d consent form is it in 314 i cant find it!
my sis said dat nxt time when talkin 2 senior shd add smiley icons
but nvm
she said i ws assaulting her
dont knoe wat it means but didnt care
or i knew was that she was ngry
n dat was for sure

sian
i dun noe wat went wrg tho
but
now dun noe how to face her
worse stilll
she didnt send d form 2 me[whole grp]
other grps receive le
-n thx 2 ling i received it too-
so yups saved
dun noe how to phrase it but...i think 2morro is goin 2 b a bad day
but i think some seniors r nice
i dun noe how my grp mates look lik....
onli 1 cause she's my leader

oops gtg
or mum 'll nag
can hear her footsteps
oops
okokokok
gtg
yups
so
bb!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2008-09-24T09:57:00.000+08:00

Stay positive :D!
anw the person you hate is going to die!!!!!!!!

haha i ve gone mad at least now done with the dam freakin home econs.

i feel lik watchin hello my lady
the guy is not that shuai tho.
but its so ......touchin wateva he does is 为了他爱的人

等待是幸福的
但我认为是辛苦的

只剩下钢琴陪我弹了一天
睡着的大提琴
安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道
你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过
我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪
我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份
包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多
我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开
我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份
安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你
是因为我太爱你

因为爱你所以才选择放弃你

2008-09-23T15:48:00.000+08:00

no choice but to visit this blog 4 the last time in this mth i hope.
dun feel lik bloggin s eoys comin
n of course study more important.
esp when u cant finish revising on time -0-
-.- sian .
i realise i always day-dream
anywhere n anytime
hahas
even when i swimming
i always do it.hahas w/o realising it
n.... i realise that im always talkin to myself hahas not that i realise it. actually it was tric but nvm
yups.
hahas
n i think i do so too
but got dat serious meh O.o

hahas]
2day was quite a fun day... is it.
yups but had icecream which is gd!
finally i rewarded myself with sth delicious

i shdnt b here but nvm
anw i need to take a break...

2008-09-11T12:37:00.001+08:00

halo
bloggin in sch cause now hv free time
:D!
hahas dun noe y every time 12 blog oso dun noe wat to write.
but every time 12 blog cannot blog.
haix hahahs

Physics block over!
but dats bad cause this mean dat will be gettin back papers. -.- dun noe 'll do well or not.

ok nth 2 say .
so bb :P!

2008-09-09T15:26:00.000+08:00

*haix*

so sui.

boarded bus 66 once i left sch which was super early--probably 12 go home n mug :D!

when i reached d bus stop which is the one before the bus stop i was goin to alight,

the door of the bus juz wouldnt budge.

-sian- so waited 4 quite a long while but it still didnt work

then d bus driver no choice drive off :P!gd cause i dun 12 miss my 2nd bus.

n s i "expected'' THE 77 BUS JUZ DROVE

AHEAD MY BUS!!!!dam
so in the end i took the other bus. longer journey and muz look longer distance to reach home.
-0-
hahas....

2008-08-23T09:14:00.000+08:00

Read the giving tree again
thinkin of it it has been 6 long yrs since i last read it
hahas
when i ws in pri 1 i'll read it everyday w/o fail
dun noe y
but......
now when i read it once more
i could understand y i would read it again n again w/o gettin sick of it.
its juz so touchin
it's lik....
when u lik some1 u'll giv everything to that person even if u noe he/ she may not appreciate it.
but. its cause u 1 dat person to be 幸福so u 'll do so.
the tree missed the boy v. much.....but she still let him go n pursue his happiness.its because she love him.she is always giving the boy something.n always waiting for the boy to come n look 4 her 4 help or juz 2 accompany her.
haix...touchin story.that i'll nv forget.

2008-08-23T09:12:00.000+08:00

Rid Me Of This Pain
Trying to grasp the pain;
Hold on with grip so tight.
Hands shaking from weakness;
But i just have to feel alright.

His smile was my daily drug;
It got me through each day.
And now that's he's gone;
I can't wish this pain away.

So I'll stare out the window;
And watch trees pass me by.
Just hoping to see his face;
From a memory back in time.

Maybe one day I'll find peace;
From somewhere deep inside.
Then I'll hold onto that;
Until I really do feel alright.

http://www.buzzle.com/articles/rid-me-of-this-pain.html

2008-08-14T12:48:00.001+08:00

YAY!
blog blog blog.
hahas finally squeezed out some time to relax hahahas
im typin super slowly die.
cause only hv lik 10 min to blog :D!
this few days relle "Ok" lar.
today finallly can watch olympics!! cause no swimmin,
hey i realise dat durin recess can go watch olympics in canteen de tv!!
hehe
was watchin
n MICHAEL PHELPS was on tv.
but i bet he slacked hehe

coach zhao comin back
but coach jimmy leavin.
T.T
sad n happi -a mixture

shit 2morro confirm 'll b presentin 4 chi sia
hope i wont screw it up!! :D!
p-ok im goin to say jia you again-
jia you cherie -again : D!

2008-08-12T09:53:00.000+08:00

PARK teahwon
vs
PHELPS michael!

YAY! tho i do not exactly know who i'll "vote" for yups but both r pro 2 me!

*growl* got blisters on sun cause of gym trainin n fortunately i applied some cream on it or else will b worse.
but still...unfortunately g0t infection or thx to it.
hahas my 1st time dealin wif such stuff...

YAY! n i saw jero yesterday hahas he was wearing white trunks nice tho :D!
-i hope d com wont auto shut down cause they hv prompted me! x_x!
so i hv 2 type faster n i hope its possible.

thx 2 jro he tot me how to treat dat stupid infection w/o visiting the pharmacy.
yAYs! --again.
poked it with a nair clipper instead of a needle s i would needa sterilise the needle which i obviously do not know how to.
hahas n of course dat greeen stuff started flowin out s usual.-bleh-

yups lets hope dat phelps 'll get d champion or wateva u call dat.
8 gold medals!!!!!

hahas n hope dat i can qualify 4 YOG in 2010
hahas... HOPE!

2008-08-09T19:08:00.000+08:00

OLYMPICS is here finally aft 4 long yrs!!!!
watch michael phelps the pro swim
WOW he was totally fantastic!
lik 4.07min for 400m IM! omg!
but nvm

yesterday waited chao long for li jia wei to emerge with the spore flag but in d end went to sleep hahas so didnt watch it.
quite wasted

juz watched spore's tao li swim
she was pro!
her timin 4 100m butterfly is 57.77sec
but michael phelps butterfly more pro.but he's a guy so cant compare.
lols

coach jimmy 'll b leavin soon quite sad hhas cause he's quite commited or i shd say very!!!

hey coach how u always talk abt michael phelps now i understand y !:p!hahas
ok gtg
bb!

2008-08-07T19:44:00.000+08:00

2day~
how shd i say it... a relatively "ok" day...
but
i think cause im super duper stress
well i'll need 2 work hard 4 nxt block test i need at least 3 A1s!!! n i hope its possible.
im willing to work hard juz dat some times[lik now] i really need a break
s i grow older
d more rebellious i m
n e more i cant control myself frm doin things i shd nt b doin.
eg : i told myself dat i need to mug }im refering to
but e nxt minute im doin sth not useful at all.} now!

n e more i cant control my emotions
i cried 2x this wk
i juz control myself e mo side of me....

im stressed.
relle stressed out.
1stly
i cant stick to e "time table"--juz a mini 1.
i hv great plans
but it did not work
i told myself to mug b4 sch starts-assembly
but i failed to do so.
im a slacker.

so i need to do well!
n i shdnt b here...10min is up!
ok so bb ppl
tho i hope i can still come here to share my troubles : D! smilez cherie n jia you!!!!

2008-08-06T10:12:00.000+08:00

halo~
sorri again so long hvnt blog.
: D!
dun noe wat to post abt
n shit d bell juz went off.
2day cook delicious curry 4 home econs
rather successful tho

2008-07-31T18:11:00.000+08:00

haix
so sad
wanted 2 post d videos of my event on d blog
but cause it's 15o++kb
so im unable to do so....
haix
so sad....
anyone got ideas on how i can do so????!!
nvm

hey my chi did improve aft all!!!!!
2morro 'll b a nice nice day----i hope : D!

sorri ppl 4 not bloggin again

i 12 change song
i 12 post my videos! T.T
i 12......
-----nvm------

2008-07-30T09:54:00.000+08:00

halo~
so long no blog le T.T cause this few days so super busy.
hmmm.......
dun noe where 2 start frm -.- hmmm.
yesterday so many things happened .....
got back math is so dam lan n im so dam ashamed of it. T.T
2day is sort of my big day
so i muz jia you le!!! : D!

2008-07-10T09:48:00.000+08:00

halo ppl!!!!!~~~
so long nv blog le.
hv so many stuff 2 blog.where shd i start frm... hahas. i promised not to blog until comp is over........
n now ITS OVER!!!!! 3 CHEeeRS to me!!!
lols.
i earned lik 10 pts 4 d sch. my 1st time earning so many pts 4 individuals.....hahas.
7pts cause i got 2nd 4 200m BR which is my PB!!! hahas a 2nd my 1st silver medal in intersch.n 4 my individuals.
but .... d sad thing is dat we -nyst- failed to get the top 3 4 nationals.
tho we came in 4th 4 1 event- free relay.----- if it was pri sch, we would hv gotten a medal/trophy------
n 5th 4 d other- medley R.
:P! we r d pros!!!! hahas

but d sad thing is dat i might b changin club soon if the grassroots doesnt wan to run our club properly. lik wat d. hahas. :D!
but still muz gan xie my coaches----too many to list, so i shall juz list out d important ones--
coach christel. well i dun relle call her dat.[in front of parents i juz say christel.but to her obviously i say jiao lian lar hahas.]
okok. nxt is...... coach/uncle edmund he is lik a father to me.hahas.thx alot...
zhao jiao lian u did help me hahas in some ways.i hope u come back n teach me.
of course i wont forget u fatd!!!! aka yao wen.hahas.thx 4 recommendin/ forcing me to go over to entral squad..... :D!
UNcle/coach joey thx 4 copachein me patiently all this yrs!!!
coach chin hoe-sorri if i spelt it wrgly- juz thx 4 helpin me when i could not attend lessons at toa payoh
Coach tang thx 4 correctin my free!!! n sorri that i regard myself as a toa payoh swimmmer so d credit doesnt go directly to u.but hope u wont mind it :D!

nvt i shall thx my parents for their continuous support -- n of course im v.grateful to my mum.who hv been sendin me to swimmming all this while.n thx 4 everything!!!

n i'll lik to thx my friends. for suppportin me. n nyst rocks!!!! so do 105!!! hahas.thx.
[tricia] thx 4 collectin my work!!! hahas.

lets not tok abt swimming... lols.lets tok abt today!!!: P!
there was a heavy downpour -exaggerated-durin assembly but we had no choice but to wait 4 d announcements to b said.[actually not relle] but i was a little drench.but luckily had jacket!!! hahas
it reminded me of last yr when i got totally drench in the rain cause i wanted to act strong.... wateva! n s u hv expected i fell ill d nxt day (n dat day)which was bad. cause yups i felt lik faintin thruout lessons---fever-

that was d past....hahas.

lets tok abt d present!!! : D!
well we had speech trainin n dat was my last lesson wif da ping guo lao shi which was lik so sad lar.... T.T
hahas he's so funny.
n he did increase my knowledge...hahaas.tho it was supposed to b speech trainin. but.... who cares?
hahas.den we had LA!!! d 1st LA lesson dat i enjoyed!!!! lols.
we went to talkcock.com
[i'll link it :D!]
it was totally shiok lar hahas.
we were lik laughin at wat we used to say-singlish-
n i learned alto of vulgarities.lols.

n we [tric me n hannah] were laughin at it d whole day hahas.
one was: d sky so high. the bird shit on your eye. tho i dun get wat it means.lols.
d other: all fart no shit! .dun noe how to explain,

i was lik LMAO.lols.
:D! 3 cheers n 3 cheers 4 nanyang swim team!!!!
2morro can shang tai le!!! hahas i was waitin 4 this day 4 a long long time u noe.
i hope i dun chu chou. n i noe i'll blush lik wat i always do .i cant help it!!!!

MY GOALS!!!
i hope to do s well 4 swimming nxt yr!!! den can shang tai again! :D!
do d sch proud!
finish all my outstandin hw!!
do well 4 blocks.
--- i hv more goals but i shall think nxt time----lols.

okok. d post is TOOO!!! long so i shall not continue craping.hahas.not relle tho.but i juuz cant find a suitable word

2008-06-24T02:20:00.000+08:00

halo~
juz bloggin but got nth on mind.....
sch reopen.
haix.
hv a v.funny feelin.
it's lik.....

went to tyr warehse on sat.
hahas spent around.... erm $200 ++
cause bought a repellant costume at $40+ [it's 1/2 d price! : P!]one for myself[black wif green stripes]& one for sis.
bought a degreee goggles at aorund &15 usu price=$30!!!!
n..... a tyr bag for tim. hahas so he wont need to use recycled bags anymore.
........... n i bought a cap quite cool hahas wanted orange but tot i would look odd in it. so took white. hahas pure. bought dark purple 4 sis

tang xin feng bao chao nice hahas
bosco wong is actin in it.
but sadly i dun lik him.
tang xin feng bao chao emo emo de
make me 12 cry
tang xin feng bao chao funny
-laugh- hahas especially de de di - hai ke yi
hahas dats his nick. cause his look is hai ke yi.
n.... he is juz hai ke yi hahas.

im goin togo crazy over this show..... : D! tho its hk drama .
but wat matter is dat its nice.
of course i must start muggin lik siao le.

2008-06-20T12:41:00.000+08:00

dis is my 2nd post in a day.
but nvm.
since sch's startin.
tho i shall admit i miss some ppl!!!!

okok.
last sun trainin was crazy ....totally CRAZY!!!!
we swam 4 3 hrs +++ under a new coach.
fine. she's new to me. cause my coach left...
n she -ex.coach- was only wif us 4 lik,..... 2 1/2 mth.
mayb cause d parents keep co mplainin abt her.
n so i think its best she quits. n in d end she relle did. which was quite sad. cause was startin to adapt to her.

well, the gd thing is dat....
coach zhao is comin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!
okok.
currently being taught by a russian coach who's .... nvm.
hahas. d nxt day- mon my whole arm was aching so badly i couldnt move it n my wrist was lik broken or sth. 2hrs trainin n 1 hr +++ gym...obviously i almost died.
probably,
it s oso due to d hard trainin

WAIT!!!!!!!!!!
ok.yesterday was wed.
so today............... is thurs!!!!!!!!!
ohno.
die le lar. i hv trainin under her today. die die!!!!!-d only gd thing is dat i get to swim wif mr tom-matthew aka xiao di di- n some of my other gd friens.... :D! hahas.actually long lost friens.

ok im goin to die.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gosh.gosh.
ohno.haix.....

nvm i must jia you le!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -0- T.T

2008-06-20T12:18:00.000+08:00

halo ppl~~~~~
hmmm.....................
yesterday was kinda a bad day.
n wait......i tink i v.long nv post le...
hahas sorri!!!!

okok.
yesterday supposed to accompany li han to get theswim stuff- which accordin to them is mostly orange!!!!! : P! orange!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAys!hahas
cause almost all of us....hmm....not sure abt hui ran.... but all 3 of us love orange!!!!

d bad thing is dat.
i reached sch super early - this is my 1st time so early 4 trainin... : D! -tou ziao-
n .....................
in d end i waited 4 them till .................
-let me count-
.........
i tink till 4 .... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4pm!!!! n i reached sch at 2.15pm!!!!!
ok dun blame them.
den sat li han's dad car-jaguar-ok so rich!!!!!!!! tho i dun fancy jaguar cars!!!lols. last time i luv masda 3 cause no idea look rather sporty.
now...... im not sure.
honda civic not bad but too common.
erm.
ok where was i.....
o yar.
i called my mum cause trainin was supposed to start at 3.....den i hv to leave at 4.45.
n supposed to meet at 2.30 den they-li han n jia le- willl "fetch " me to ccab. [ok.fine. i admit i dun noe how to get there]n my mum scolded me thru phone n i wasted $3 tokin to her.-mine 's prepaid-n.................
haix.was on hte verge of tears. which was v.............. paiseh.ok n thry were apologisin cause they were late.
n worse still.............
d lifeguard wouldnt let us in. cause we did nt book d lanes.[which was quite sad]
in d end we went in d pool only at 4.15pm
aft ms sabrina came to SAVE us!!!!!!!! hahas.
ok................juz realised she 's back frm hk!!!! hahas.
sprinted 4 d freee relay-there r currently 9 schs takin part------bad bad ......

okok.n ................
let me c.
think think.
[during organ lessons]i couldnt read d notes n my hand was lik trembling while i was playin.
cause frankly ,
i didnt noe how to play dat song. s in not familiar wif those high notes.
n d gristiando aka gris. made me hv blisters.
couldnt keep up wif d beat.
pedals went mad.
stepped on d wrg pedal again n again. which made d notes crash..............
n.............
worse still./
i was wearin slippers-cant blame me .had swim b4 dat-hahas. but was too lazy to bring shoes.
n u noe d bad thing abt wearin slippers or sports shoes or even sch shoes.
is dat u 'll kep steppin on d wrg notes.
lik duh.......... i went lik mad.
hahas.
this is a v.long long post.
so i shall end here.....
hahas.
c ya!!!

2008-06-17T13:46:00.000+08:00

sch holi endin....
nationals comin...!
blocks comin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-gosh-
stressed stressed......
hahas.
event list 4 nationals out le!!!!! -nervous-
hahas.
went to c .....

shocked......
im so close to gettin a medal.
lets hope d 3rd person gave a bull shit timin....
den i can get a trophy.........
my 1st 3rd position 4 individuals.
i always get 4th 4 relay.

but this time... i noe i hv 2 do my best....
ok by luck....

dats 4 breaststroke.
4 IM im 9th
missin by also 4 sec to 8th.
quite hard.....
but nvm i'll try my best.
2 prove to d ppl who think dat i hv 2 giv up swimmin. yups.
ok
i hv so many goals.
but can i achieve them?
im not sure either .
so .....
im wishin upon a star again......

2008-06-09T13:24:00.000+08:00

halo ppl~
so sian dun feel lik postin on my trip
hahas.but lols.nvm i shall......but LaTeR!

2day d swimmers went 4 swim trainin this is our 4th trainin n will b our last trainin together -as in everyone is present-
so sad T.T
we didnt perform well 2day
is lik d 1st time we swam [free]was lik 2.2+min which is bad
n 2.1min is our goal
so that means dat li han n hui ran n me 33sec n our beloved jia le : p! shall do 32sec
lols. we so evil. but jia le surely can 1 lar.she can do 30sec de lor.
hahas.i shall do 32sec on actual competition.
cause 2 day trainn in morn n i hv morn blues which is bad cause comp usu is in morn
: D! but luckily we swam faster than d 1st trainin 2gether-2.3min-

in d end we swam at 1.18min if i'm not wrg but not our PB yet
me-35sec [i suck!-3sec off PB leh]
jia le-33sec [hahas not bad ba! but i noe she can do better]
li han-36.1sec [lols.she was hopin mad cause she miss by 1.1sec :)!]
hui ran-34sec [ ok she's faster than me so lao kui]

we did the medley relay not gd too.
me-42/43sec
li han-42/43sec
hui ran- 36sec
jia le- 40.8sec [ slacker!jk!]

ok i shall not tok abt swimmin trainin le.
jia le li han &hui ran! stop matchmakin me &mr erhmm!
i dun lik him! mayb u shd say jia le <3 him!
okok.hahas.i'm being bullied by this evil torturers.
ask me do 130pushups.
cause i 13 min late T.T obviously i did nt do : D! ------slacker!

i'm chiongin 4 blocks.so studyin sci juz now : D!
but so sad.yesterday was d last episode of 狗狼之时T.T
i'm in luv wif li jun ki
he so shuai in dat show.
-shuai dai le-
ono i m missin him!!!!!

okok goin 2 mug le.....bb!

2008-06-08T14:48:00.000+08:00

halo ppl
my sis help me add stuff into d blog thing
n she's grumbling that i hvnt credit her
hmm...............
did i even think of creditin her.
i tot i did in d previous post

okok.
try 2 find what i hv changed
i shall go now bb!

2008-06-06T14:49:00.000+08:00

hi peeps
i must type super fast!!!
cause no time again T.T
so much 2 tell u ppl.....

ok firstly......
i've change the skin....lols.isnt it obvious....
n i shall credit my sis 4 helping again.....

hey u noe wat ppl.
there was a bus crash in genting on d exact same day s d day i left genting.
n worse still.
2 ppl died.
1 singaporean
d other.....cant remember.

nextly
i'll blog about my trip another day.
i'll post pics too.
lols

ok.....
nygh-swim team rocks! hahas.
tho there's only the four of us.
but.....
hahas.ms sabrina bought us pizza -hawaiian -ok how do ya spell it-& d other i cant remember again.
then we bought mango cake lols.nice tho
but we ate only 1/2 of d cake.
but we finish d whole pizza k?
pro huh?
lols.okok.i ate v.little.
cause i must go on a diet
i'm now 49kg
n i was 47kg 5 days ago!
okok.i'm fat ...got no choice :P!

ohno.my mum's goin 2 nag again
better log off bb!

2008-05-31T19:50:00.000+08:00

halo~
2morro must wake up at 4.45am to go to some sort of place where d bus is.i dun noe where it is lar....might b quite tired lols.i think i'll b sleepin on the bus.hahas.so boring mah.
hey ppl.i saw my swim frien-benjamin on channel U OMG!!! he's a part time actor, mainly pai guang gao n in kids central.
he's d same age s me. n is a joker.lols.our kai xin guo! : D! oooo......how i miss him.
i think it has been mths since i last saw him..... 6mth? 7Mth ? i cant remember le.....
ssa-queenstown; i miss you tooo! so much! how i wished.......-ohno goin to b wishin upon a star ting again:P!- lols.i miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! alot, alot........
tho u no longer exist
but u'll foreva b in my heart......4eva n eva
u hv become part of my life........... i'll nv forget u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okok.lols.i hv v.little time to post.due to time constraint.
all i juz 12 say is that
my goal is to correct my freestyle. n do my coachesssssssssssssssssss proud....lols.
they hv put in so much time n effort
persevered.....hahas.im a stubborn person who'll take long to correct her habits.
n of course i must thx my parents........
hahas.okok.
i must train my left arm cause it's so weak..... lols.
n den.......i must increase my lung capacity
nn........... i must change my breathing.
head not rotate so much.
body too.
dun overstretch its bad.
n "hide"my head....
hahas so much things 2 remember when i swim dat i become v.mentallytired n of course physically tired.

yesterday's trainin......
so exhausting......hAHAS.
500m back
500m fly - 55sec round d clock.
3 x 200m IM
den this is d main set which has to b repeated 3x without any rest-which means no rest 4 3km n it's like hellllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!almost all lap im sprinting lar.... n i couldn't climb out of d pool in e end.... : D! lmao.
400m -free-my worst stroke-
300m - petstroke(breaststroke) kick pull
200m reverse IM luckily it's 75m free 50m breastroke 50m back n 25 m fly...
100m -50m sprint 50m slack

i almost died...
ohno my mum is grumbling 4 me 2 stop usin com le.hahas.
i hvnt finish packin ohno.hahas gtg.bb! :P!-ssa qt where d lurve is-