Monday, February 08, 2010
AM I VERY EMO?
everyone say i look very emo.
i agree that im more serious this yr.esp aft so many GMs and meetings.i realised ive created a very bad impression on others. so i decided to change for the better. 难道我错了吗?
life is no longer happy and high.
teachers not high.and no one to high with.
so how u expect me to be high?
i realised that im more strict with juniors.but all i wanted was so as not to allow other sl grps to look down on us. and yes.i agree some juniors do not respect their leadershop posts.
but how am i supposed to be strict with them and at the same time be high with them
evrytime i high with them.thn they will start bullying me.so how am i supposed to get them to respect me?
haix.can barely cope with my studies.
and my swimming is deproving.
comps in less than 2 months.
and just realised that my club is on the verge of 倒闭
and it can sustain for another 3 months with $15 ooo
and a year ago we had $170 000 in our fund.now only $15 000?WTH!
bcos of some indian guy who embezzled a whole lot of our money and landed us in such dire situation. ahhh. why cant ppl just live with their morals. even if u have so much money?will u be happy?hmph or maybe u enjoy watching ppl suffering and u feel happy?if i could, i would be a lawyer and sue you.but i dun have that ability.
i wonder what really makes me happy.
friends?205?swimming?good results?PSL?
when did i last feel happy?
or maybe i should ask myself when i will stop emoing.
8:10:00 PM