Friday, May 22, 2009
sometimes i really wonder if i care too much abt how ppl will think of me
made my mum real angry today
shd hv trusted my 6th sense
haix
things went wrong right from the start
broke the cups
which affected my mood for e rest of the day
ok those who know how fierce my mum is 'll understand
hahas eg ling ting =]
2day was supposed to b a ok day
but it turned out to b a bad day
n when i asked my mum y its a bad day
she said bcos i was too lazy to keep the pliers.
so meaning i left it on the table ????!!!
ok.she juz 12 say dat im lazy
cheryl n sara n ling ting n yi xian n li yi n meng ting.
hahas u all gave me a shock
i was lik so sad.. n blah blah
n then suddenly
u place the cake in front of me
den i was lik "huh?'
shd i b happi / sad?
hahas i relle dun noe
ok. i learnt that i shd always hv tissue near me when i eat choc cake!
trainin was lik so sian 2day
-0-
bcos no mood
this always happen when i get scolded or sth
den i felt that i was sinking....
but yar i was moving lar but u noe 心不在焉
den...
i got shock for e 3rd time =]
dat noti junior xiu wen!
hahas thinkin of her makes me feel better
admire her innocence
she was lik super childish lar
keep trickin me n pullin my leg
or wat? slam into me, splash water at my face
hahas. yar she totally cheered me up in the.... childish way
ok biggest accomplishment: wrote 5pgs for compo!hahas zhangzhangchuan gave dat long long example thingo. hahas i totally copied n paste almost everything hahas. yar.n then crap a little.
mayb aft all dat happened this couple of mths
answering this compo is lik writing all dat had happened
everhitng came to my mind dat instant n i dunped all down
hahas meaning: anyhow crap!
sometimes i also wonder y i put in so much effort for grp project
yar. den kenna scolding from mum n sis
n sis will then call me ben or wateva
haix.feel so 为难...
sometimes i wonder y i rmb all e sad things
but i juz cant seem to rmb more important stuff
haix.nvm
[LIYI] Go see doctor! get well soon! drink more water!
ok i shant b as naggy as zhang zhang chuan
=]
[cheryl tan] i dun noe if i can speak my mind lik wat u said.but i'll try my best.
by crying out its lik speakin my mind
hahas dats y im a cry baby
[SARA]thx for comforting me hahas n yar i hope to b dat cheerful lively person dat i once used to b
its almost e end of term 2
n i realise dat i ve to b strong n face facts.
probably all dat hv happened 'll happen sooner or later.
知人知面不知心
ive to leran not to follow my heart but to listen to my brains
who ask me to b a IS person??!!
sentimental.haix.
i dun miss e past now 只盼望更美好的未来
relle wonder y ppl become so complicated
goal for june holi: go to temple n pray.n learn to meditate.calm mind n heart down.not b too ambitious.dun push myself too hard(quoted from ms teng)
i always believe that 老天爷有眼 (as quoted from mr chan =] )
8:56:00 PM