Thursday, April 30, 2009
2day is a v. impostant day!
i almost forgot!
hahas =]
its not someone bdae lar.lols
30 04 09
e end of e stressful mth!
n yes!2morro is celebration time
lalalala~
YAY!feel so high!
期待明天
期待将来
期待..... 看电视!=]
9:09:00 PM
YAY!
sch nats over
n now can celebrate
hahas goin to some jap restaurant for lunch wif swim team hahas
i can imagine jia le the greedy pig =]
hahas jk!
0.o mayb i shd post some photos 1 day!
2day is a happy day
sch is happy n cheerful--quoted from hui ran =)
YAY!
hahas so high!
n swim trainin was so....slack...abit lar.hahas
no one to pace
but had to keep up wif e timing.which was so dam fast?!
hahas only zhi feng came
but YAY! i'll b seeing tom 2morro
hahas
becoming lik a small kid.....
is it gd or bad?
hahas.enjoy childish stuff lik tom n jerry!
spongebob squarepants! n some random cartoon network show.lik courage e cowardy dog!hahas
XIU WEN! hahas i think i talk abt her almost everyday!
dat naughty girl nv come in first ar.hahas get 3 cans of milo!
hahas somemore laugh at me only got 1! i nice person lar giv dat 1 away!
u noti noti!hahas dun u dare call me pumpkin or else i call u Lim Xiu Wen--shaun's erhmm
hahas nvm.PEI QI! i cant believe u lik e bejewelled thingo
hahas this noti xiu wen oso lik 2 play
hahas n i sat beside her n stressed her oso!=] =]
ok i shall start completing those projects!
hahas culture so dam cool!come wait to write a story!
sci 2.3 do poster? hahas so funny wierd wierd one =]
mummy so nice to me today
allow me use com
somemore ask me to remind her abt e 9 0'clock show =]
雨过天晴
期待明天
what shd i wear 2morro???! =]
7:58:00 PM
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
doing LA news paper thingo-letter to editor.
i think im able to hand this in on time if i restrict myself to 2 pages. ok maybe i'll write 3 if possible. casue there's just so many things to talk abt.
soemtimes i do wonder
am i happy now that ive earned fame for myself by achieving the 2 bronzes
im not sure either
with jiao lian n all swim friens.i feel so proud of myself n accomplished
yar.but once im...not with them
everything seems to change.
i look forward to meeting swim ppl. always.only being wif them i'll b happy.
ok i do not mean dat im not happy at home
in fact i realised that blood is always thicker than water. n dat no matter what happen ur family is always there for u
suddenly i feel dat im startin to treasure the ppl around me.
those who ive always not talked to.
in fact talkin n making new friens r better.
u can joke abt anything wif them
but....i dun noe y im so bothered abt all this
when i noe i shdnt
juz b innocent
thats my goal
but when u not noe anything
n when u finally realise it....that feeling...
not being in sch makes my life happier.
now im lookin forward to goin to e pool=]
met so many ppl
n hug so many ppl
=] =]
hahas i realise swimmers lik huggin each other
be it congratulating sb
or juz to console sb
yar.huggin is e best way
lols.
late can finally hv macdonalds for dinner
goin to get a happy meal
since ive made my mind to b happy=]
hahas no lar my sis wants e toy -0-
hahas.
i lik thinkin of happy stuff
n i realise that mixin wif happy ppl makes my life relle happy
bcos they r juz simply innocent
omg
xiu wen u always make my day happy
this girl-- she came in 2nd losing by 0.03 sec from 1st n she is not at all sad!
thats another goal ive ast fro myself
i shall not b sad.
no matter what happens
oh no gtg -0- ok bb!
11:55:00 AM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
swimmers are like tea bags~u dun noe their strength until u put them into e water =]=]he conquers who endures!goal: be the conquerer!
Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts [= I may not be there yet, but I'm closer!!!
goal for the month of may: to not feel lik trash.
6:31:00 PM
*sigh* relieved that im finally done with HISTORY SIA AND SCI WS 2.2
YAYS!
-relieved- 终于可以放下心中的大石
ok my chi sucks.
im thinkin of changin my blogskin sick n tired of it.
ahh! 2day the whole gang when out for lunch at some 5star chinese restaurant hahas.no lar. that amanda anyhow say de. yar but so cool andrew givin treat.yar lar but i nv go.cause i didnt noe he was givin us a treat =]
but nvm cause juniors also nv go.hahas n mostly guys,only 3 girls. hahas.
yar n many ppl came today =] juz because they goin out
hahas. eugene came even tho he slacked lik the whole time.hahas slacker!
n junior xiu wen and pinkett!hahas both came for trainin.so it was dam cool!
n xiu wen was drenched wif sweat.yar. so serious that in e past she took off her shirt n squeeze water form it! gross!hahas but now she uses her towel =] but it doesnt relle help hahas cause she squeezes her sweat from her towel!!!
ahhh.she is so cute so innocent. haix. i admire her for her innocence.
ppl from RGS who hv yet to know her will b shocked when they c how innocent or a not so gd way of saying CHILDISH she is.
yar i can imagine their expression
hahas. so funny.
juniors r always nice.hehe.i dun bully them tho.but seniors always bully juniors.but it works the other way round for me!!
junior pinkett always make me go last lor!! T.T n then i swim alone no one to pace.the so bored,then i 'll not improve T.T n then my mum 'll scold me X_X 不要为难我!
MAKE TUESDAY A GD DAY!!!
so worried for finals.it'll determine whether im so lucky that i always get a medal in intersch s far.every yr.be it for relay or for individual.
NYST ALL THE WAY!!
get 3rd if possible! hahas improve 20sec! can we?! hahas impossible that means i hv 2 do 33sec for 50 BR impossible!i can become world record holder le lor!hahas imagine!seeeing my name big big on e front page of newspaper =] =] =] =] =]
RECORD BROKEN BY UNKNOWN SWIMMER.
its lik suddenly i become so gd den on newspaper. if dats d case.haahs i'll b over e moon!if i can come in 3rd i'll b over e moon le lor!!!
wonder if i shd go back 2 class to collect my homework when fetchin
shiryn- dun noe how to spell.hahas. back to sch or not.
im startin not to miss sch.esp durin comps.its lik when hui ran senior ask me: i miss sch.dun u miss sch?
i'll b lik uhhhh. i dun noe.
fortunately ms sabrina saved me
i dun enjoy feelin lik trash.but somehow.it cant b helped.
it wasnt lik last yr.when every1 was innocent n ... i dun noe.i only felt loved then.but now i dun.i feel daoed at every moment.
whereas there is this contrast; when im at pool.
its always 讲不完,thinkin of this makes me think of jay chou's 时光机
墙角迎风的雏菊 茉莉花开的香气
闭上眼回到过去
划分界限的桌椅 下课却靠在一起
我就是离不开你
一路争吵的话题 我们说好走到底
因为从此就分离 用黑板上的日期
倒数找你
慢慢清晰 原来思念你 是加了糖的消息
我用铅笔 画得更仔细 素描那年天气
想你的香气 我想遇见你~
那童年的希望是一台时光机
我可以一路开心到底都不换气
戴竹蜻蜓 穿过那森林 打开了任意门找到你一起旅行
那童年的希望是一台时光机 你我翻滚过来的榻榻米
味道熟悉 所有回忆在夏天的口袋里
一起荡秋千的默契 在风中持续着甜蜜
有些话从来不急 一直都放在心底
想要叫你看仔细 但错身而过的你 已经离去哦
...... ☆
this post is super long hahas.
多希望
醒来了
清醒了
才发现这一切都是一场恶梦
my mum asked me if i was happy
i said no
then i realised that 我很不知足
but on second thoughts
who 'll want to b in the state im in now.
relle wish to get out of this.
pei qi say:sit on this areoplane n take a vacation.
i'll.but 我会胡思乱想
so i drew me n pei qi sitting on the plane
IM NOT LES!read on~its gd to hv someone who 'll listen to u n talk 2 u abt happy things
lik xiu wen
i wish to tell her how im feelin n mayb she can giv me some advices,
but i dun wish to expose her to the evils of the world yet
so everything is bottling up in me
sometimes i feel lik im trapped in some enclosed area.i feel lik escaping form this. from this feeling.
in other words
cherie is troubled
but there is no one to hear her out...
or ppl who did got sick n tired of her problems.
suddenly i miss my tom so much.tom jerome.jia long.n many more
haix
i feel llik tellin all this to him
but i dun 1 him2 get troubled over my problems
anw how can jerry not live together with tom
somehow there is this bond between us--
no matter how far we r now.
i feel he can still read my mind.
we dun need to talk or sms to tell each other how we feel
its just so amazing
i understand how he feel n he understands how i feel.
its this mutual thing..
i 12 return to the time when i noe someone cares
but 时光机真的存在吗?
5:40:00 PM
Saturday, April 25, 2009
i feel so wierd
sometimes i feel lik im trash
being disposed by some irresponsible person
who decided that i was of no use.
then sometimes i feel lik im being loved
[TGAC! no matter how bad d management is i'll stay put in this club till this club dies and doesnt exist anymore!]
lik ppl say JIA YOU cherie! and when they cheer for me when im one body length away from the swimmer beside me. n when they say gd swim. n when they cheer for u up when u r down.n when they say i care.n i noe they mean it.
6:29:00 PM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
ok add more stuff=]
2day khoonie was relle black face muz b didnt do well
actually i tot i wont do well de.
cause felt v.tired felt lik slouchin even jiao lian say so.
junior pinkett did well!=]
40sec for 50 m BR
did 38sec tho
which is gd!
maintain!tho had events b4!
drama 2morro!
ahhhh!
'll b leavin early again =]
miss chi lesson n LA T.T
NYGH SWIM TEAM
jia you! get 3rd dun DQ!i dun noe y so many ppl cheered when st nicholas got DQ hahas it was dam funny they were laughin n cheerin
幸灾乐祸!
8:46:00 PM
ok
got gd news n bad news
e gd news: cherie FINALLY improved n drop below 3min for 200m BR
YAY! this calls for a celebration hahas =]
finally cherie is happy =] =] =]
and HIGH!
cause she saw her long lost frien, jia long [=
hahas he nv bian at all.
ok i shdnt b bloggin now
but e other gd news: history SIA deadline postponed! can slack now!=]=]
thats also y im bloggin now
such a bad girl.lols.finally admitted!
BAD news: im in a v. horrible state now
came in 3rd for both events cause ppl faster than me obviously slacked!
caus ethey noe they 'll get into finals -0-
so i may not b 3rd n there goes my medal! X_X !
ii) cherie hasnt finish her math n drama work
so she shd stop bloggin n not waste time!
iii) i miss alot of chi lessons T.T
actually not relle mayb only 3?
yar.but how m i goin to pass chi?!
overall 2day is a GOOD DAY!!! =] =] =]
n i shall stop slackin -0-
n be a gd girl =]
8:01:00 PM
Monday, April 20, 2009
ok
somehow i feel really remorsful lik saying vulgarities
but since ive said it den i cant take it back
yar n somehow i feel some ppl think that i 1 them to take sides.
yar but i relle hv no intention of doin so. so yar. get wat i mean?
ok ive decided not to care so much abt things dat 'll make me sad.
n li yi was of gd help[ lik consolling me n enlightening me
yar.i think e problem between me n my sis is now settled.
lik we started talking but she sort of broke the silence first by sayin she wasnt angry wif me in e first place.but yar.all thx to her i was sad.yar. esp when she didnt care abt my feelings
2morro is start of comps!
oh no 200m IM dun noe 'll do well or not.
juz hope my timin 'll maintain.not thinkin of anythingelse.
worried still
dun noe how to do hist sia!
wonder how's geog sia...
ahs!sometimes so stresss dat feel lik givin up.
nothing too motivate me too.
sometimes i wonder y i work so hard.
lik wats e point.
yar.
den i feel lik givin up...
now startin to miss junior xiu wen
hahas she nv fails to cheer me up tho i did not share my problems wif her.she'll juz make me lol.
yar.happy-go-lucky person
ooooo.forgot wats "happy -go lucky" in malay i rmb learning it lor =] forget no choice too many things to rmb
u noe sometimes lik someone 'll tell me: hey im goin home le bb
or sth den d nxt moment i'll think lik where did she go?
lik den 'll think for v.long den rmb
hmm growin old n forgetful=]
c told u thinkin of xiu wen 'll make me happy =] =] =]
tho she is too innocent for me to tell her anything.
she's lik so cute
durin farewell dinner she was lik where's d chicken?har.no more le ar?pinkett help me get alot of chicken
n den she say: who wants e skin(skin of e chicken) ? n every1 was starin at her.
she was eatin wif her HANDS!hahas at a formal dinner.lol.
n she expected us to say dat we want e skin cause her brothers do dat at home =] =] =]
her younger bro is SO cute!hahhas xiu wen was lik u better keep quiet or else i'll give u e brocolli
n he relle listen to his jie jie! =] =]
haix i dun 1 xiu wen to grow up.
yar afraid dat when she grows up
she'll understand e coexistence of evil (im thinkin of TKAM now =])
n lik me turnin from innocent to...
idk=]
my goal of life: to think abt nth but gd things.
PEI QI jia you for syf! i hv ur letter wif me!but i didnt dare step into m3-01 so sorri cant pass to u!hahas forgive u for replyin me so long! =]
ok i better go help meng ting do bibliography later we late for assembly!bb~
7:59:00 AM
Friday, April 17, 2009
ok i told myself not to cry
yes n i did not keeep my promise
n not only that i couldnt keep my cool even seeing her face
actually
i do not relle care much abt e lost friendship lar
but most ppl think its lik dat
n i think i freaked pei qi n hui by saying f*** b****
yar. so i feel really remorseful abt it
n i regret listening to all those gossips n actually believing them when i know that gossips r true
sorri HUI MIN yar.for actually dao ing u that time but thx for tolerating.
hey u were suppose to beat me if i cry again.
but instead u juz lik i dun noe hug me?=]
yar so thx n thx for running n gettin me tissue paper or toilet roll or wateva hahas yar actually i relle needed them lols=]
my jacket is stained wif mucus n tears hahas 'll wash it!
LI YI thx 4 those encouragements
i cant believe i thought of revenge
yar but u know i'll keep my promise to hui min n meng ting that i'll not think of revenge again it'll only make me look so.....so desperate for friends.i believe in retribution tho.
i cried cause i couldnt take it anymore. but i promise not to cry mayb i'll tear hahas.
forgive me im softhearted
ohoh i promise ling ting that i'll nv cry again!hahas tear can bah? =]
ok some sec 1 was callin her friend n i tot it sounded lik cherie so i responded and yar.so pai seh
ok back to story
LING TING thx 4 enlightenin me twice (cries when i was sec 1 too rmb)hahas i noe wat to do.thx!
HANNAH i noe u dun noe how to react when someone cries
yar but ur presence sort of comfort me alr.yar so thx.
i cried for almost 1hr
yar felt lonely helpless n abandoned yar but now i dun anymore
MENG TING i noe she gives u the black face
n i told u to giv her e black face
yar i take back those words
juz dun let her affect u
esp ur studies
u r doin well
so dun need to get affected bcos ppl r unhappy den u get so high
getting high marks doesnt mean u r NOT COOL
hahas juz b lik urself
n thx ppl i relle regret cryin
its not worth it!
i'll honour my promise
i dun care if i receive a lot of negative comments or gossips behind my back
cause word wont hurt me.no longer. esp gossips
9:55:00 AM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
ok i shall blog hahas ikm bullyin hui min by usin e com n depriving her hahas
YAY!
n geog was ok but not history
but sci wasnt v.gd
not up to my expectations.
hannah say she is sad when she sees ppl sad.
so is she sad when ppl r sad or she sad bcos she is sad too.
hahas
im sad bcos of some lame ass
yar who cares lar, i told hannah i'll cheer up hahas
yar so.
i du n noe wat to say yar but its v. frustratin.
ok . i wont say any vulgarities esp on e blog cause im not so uncouth lik someone
yar.
have to concentrate n focus on the comp day
or else i wont do well cause ;lik now im feelin weak n i dun think i'll b able to perform on dat day,
yar. so muz jia you!
n i insisted on goin trainin 2day.hahas tho i hvnt recover.yar. dun care i hope i can get 4th tho actually i wish luck can be on my side=] 2secs away from 3rd i hope can do it!
haix.i'll like hui min use com now lar =] so nice hahas bb!
n yes ive cheered up!!
10:52:00 AM
Thursday, April 09, 2009
today is another emo day-0-
haix life's sad.
i dun noe wat to write tho this is the only time i'll b able to blog-0-
sian
visited jialog's blog aft a long long time yar. n surprise that he didnt change the url
hahas ok
bell ring so hv 2 go.,
1:24:00 PM
Sunday, April 05, 2009
i dont noe y im doin this again -0-
ive a whole lot of work to do.
but i decide to slack
i dun noe how m i goin to carry on.i dun noe whether i can last till the end of this mth.
trainin was tirin s usual.
n i had to chase behind ppl so as not to b laggin behind
but junior xiu wen never failed to cheer me up.
hahas =]
she pulled my leg again
ok i think I shdnt call her junior. she's SO MUCH FASTER!
n she called me cherry again.but this time on purpose hahas im cherie not cherry. lol.forget it!
booked the organ studio 2day juz toget the feel of the organ.tho i usually practise on it durin normal lessons.
but yar. exam's on tues so i'll b missin lesson but i doubt any1 in the class will care.so..
yar.hahas n i named it THE 3RD BATTLE
juz to motivate myself that ive completed 2 n now on my 3rd.
the first battle: SNAG which i supposingly did well
2nd battle: geog paper.start of exams
4th battle which will also b in this wk: ASEAN CUP! which will b at sports pool again but this time wif ppl frm asean countries so dun need think of gettin top 8 T.T
hahas but nvm hope my timin will maintain
ok 2 major stuff this wk plus exams.enough to make me go crazy.
so HUI MIN! understand y i like e block test schedule.if it is held in 3 days. i assure u i'll go crazy.
hahas den mayb you'll find me in e mental hospital or sth.
lol
i shall not use com le.my leg chou jing.,...ow....blood circulatioln got problem.ar....
ok n i think i injured my...i dun noe somewhere near the joint which connects my butt to my leg.
ahh.afraid to face the fact.dun 1 school!!!
PEIQI reply me ! hahas i wu liao lar.
jiao lian is a breastroker! hahas just like me.no wonder he always scold me
-0-
i think im ageing.leg pain arm pain back pain
its not muscle stretch its e joints!
i want golden hair. A FEW! cause if i hv golden hair it'll turn white v. fast-0-
who wants white hair? so i want only e bottom part of my hair to b golden n e sides too. hahahas. cool. i cant make e fringe golden cause it's irritatin to hv hair flyin in all directions when u r swimmin
ok.i shd go.seriously.hahas not to study lar.
im goin 4 my lunch now.
TRICIA sorry
11:41:00 AM