Saturday, May 24, 2008
SATURDAY,24MAY
ok this is my 3rd time bloggin in a row.
still depressed. super depress.
hui min come online!
n talk 2 me!
2day is such a bad day.
i can feel my heart shatterin into pieces.
no1 understand how i feel.
even....
*haix*
eveything is not goin smoothly.
i tot u were once....
nvm
now im sort of acceptin 2 d truth.
lettin u go.
wishin upon a star.
wish u were with me when im down.
i noe it'll nv happen
even if i were u wish a thousand times.
its juz impossible.
u wont b dere.
2 share my joy. my sorrow.
u wont b dere 2 solve my probs.
nv anymore.
i hv 2 forget u ....
but can i?
it juz seem so impossible.
cows.
cows.
cows
im comin 2 accept the fact that tho everything is not goin smoothly,
-mayb cause i lost my fav pencil-
n tom e cat so nice 12 buy me 1 exact same 1.
but d feelin isnt dere.
it wont b able 2 replace the lost pencil
who 'll understand how i feel.
*haix*
cows.
i cant draw a nice 1 now,
mayb i can but i take a much longer time.
erase erase erase dun noe how many times
mayb its cause ....
every cow i draw is thinkin of u
n now im lettin u go.
so i cant draw a nice 1 anymore
so i hv 2 forget u fast
so everything'll go back 2 normal.
mayb durin this holi i can accomplish this task i hv set 4 myself-to forget u-
then
i'll b normal again.
back 2 my normal self
d guai gia.
who'll mug tho shes tired
do wateva she's told 2 do.
n not b her playful self.
1 yr older. means i cant b playful anymore.
sorri
4 being playful
i juz wanted 2 enjoy those last few days...
1:37:00 PM