Saturday, May 31, 2008
halo~
2morro must wake up at 4.45am to go to some sort of place where d bus is.i dun noe where it is lar....might b quite tired lols.i think i'll b sleepin on the bus.hahas.so boring mah.
hey ppl.i saw my swim frien-benjamin on channel U OMG!!! he's a part time actor, mainly pai guang gao n in kids central.
he's d same age s me. n is a joker.lols.our kai xin guo! : D! oooo......how i miss him.
i think it has been mths since i last saw him..... 6mth? 7Mth ? i cant remember le.....
ssa-queenstown; i miss you tooo! so much! how i wished.......-ohno goin to b wishin upon a star ting again:P!- lols.i miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! alot, alot........
tho u no longer exist
but u'll foreva b in my heart......4eva n eva
u hv become part of my life........... i'll nv forget u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okok.lols.i hv v.little time to post.due to time constraint.
all i juz 12 say is that
my goal is to correct my freestyle. n do my coachesssssssssssssssssss proud....lols.
they hv put in so much time n effort
persevered.....hahas.im a stubborn person who'll take long to correct her habits.
n of course i must thx my parents........
hahas.okok.
i must train my left arm cause it's so weak..... lols.
n den.......i must increase my lung capacity
nn........... i must change my breathing.
head not rotate so much.
body too.
dun overstretch its bad.
n "hide"my head....
hahas so much things 2 remember when i swim dat i become v.mentallytired n of course physically tired.
yesterday's trainin......
so exhausting......hAHAS.
500m back
500m fly - 55sec round d clock.
3 x 200m IM
den this is d main set which has to b repeated 3x without any rest-which means no rest 4 3km n it's like hellllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!almost all lap im sprinting lar.... n i couldn't climb out of d pool in e end.... : D! lmao.
400m -free-my worst stroke-
300m - petstroke(breaststroke) kick pull
200m reverse IM luckily it's 75m free 50m breastroke 50m back n 25 m fly...
100m -50m sprint 50m slack
i almost died...
ohno my mum is grumbling 4 me 2 stop usin com le.hahas.
i hvnt finish packin ohno.hahas gtg.bb! :P!-ssa qt where d lurve is-
7:50:00 PM
Friday, May 30, 2008
halo peeps~
yesterday was d 1st swim team meet up - in other words our 1st trainin 2gether
tho not v.successful
cause we were supposed 2 do gym but in e end we started eatin cake : D! lols
u noe y ?
cause li han n jia le - swim mates- they ran 2 kap 2 buy me cake n they bluff me 2 come earlier b2 discuss....
so touched....
o yar! n thx huimin 4 d cowwyyyy! addin 2 my collection
this yr's bdae full of surprises.... : D! YAY!
lols.
'll b leavin in 2 more days .....
4 holi!
ok ppl gtg bb
10:22:00 AM
Monday, May 26, 2008
so bored
sci test & SMO
so stressed......
realise got loads of hw not done.
n hv a v.busy schedule.
goin 2 KL & genting on 1st june...
YaY! time to relax n hv fun....
24may, saturday
你离开我的心的第一天
9:12:00 AM
Saturday, May 24, 2008
SATURDAY,24MAY
ok this is my 3rd time bloggin in a row.
still depressed. super depress.
hui min come online!
n talk 2 me!
2day is such a bad day.
i can feel my heart shatterin into pieces.
no1 understand how i feel.
even....
*haix*
eveything is not goin smoothly.
i tot u were once....
nvm
now im sort of acceptin 2 d truth.
lettin u go.
wishin upon a star.
wish u were with me when im down.
i noe it'll nv happen
even if i were u wish a thousand times.
its juz impossible.
u wont b dere.
2 share my joy. my sorrow.
u wont b dere 2 solve my probs.
nv anymore.
i hv 2 forget u ....
but can i?
it juz seem so impossible.
cows.
cows.
cows
im comin 2 accept the fact that tho everything is not goin smoothly,
-mayb cause i lost my fav pencil-
n tom e cat so nice 12 buy me 1 exact same 1.
but d feelin isnt dere.
it wont b able 2 replace the lost pencil
who 'll understand how i feel.
*haix*
cows.
i cant draw a nice 1 now,
mayb i can but i take a much longer time.
erase erase erase dun noe how many times
mayb its cause ....
every cow i draw is thinkin of u
n now im lettin u go.
so i cant draw a nice 1 anymore
so i hv 2 forget u fast
so everything'll go back 2 normal.
mayb durin this holi i can accomplish this task i hv set 4 myself-to forget u-
then
i'll b normal again.
back 2 my normal self
d guai gia.
who'll mug tho shes tired
do wateva she's told 2 do.
n not b her playful self.
1 yr older. means i cant b playful anymore.
sorri
4 being playful
i juz wanted 2 enjoy those last few days...
1:37:00 PM
SATURDAY,24MAY, 13:37
-depressed-
im goin 2 work hard till i improve....
i dun like LA but i dun hv a choice
its like ....
pullin me down totally
im goin 2 mug
tho most teachers encourage me 2 stop swimmin
dats my passion.i can t stop trainin.so sorri dat i did badly
im goin 2 mug le
dun mind me 4 being like naixis.
since teachers like this kind of ask alot of qs ppl. "gan jiong"-tho i dun think so, shd b kiasu-
i shall b 1 too.
do i hv a choice, the ans is no.
i cant handle the stress.
nationals is commin
i wont be able 2 catch up this way..
how?
im so stress but y .....
y cant teachers juz.
juz understand our weakness n drill us on dat.
ls aishah is my best eng teacher.
n i wish she'll b able 2 guide me thru
i feel like breakin down
how can i get such marks
so depressed
it sort of affected me when my mom told me my MSG
couldnt study
so im blogggin now
no 1 can talk 2 n confort me now
im goin 2 chiong jia you!!!.......
but how long can i suffer this way
i wont b able 2 take d stress. anylonger.
swimmin studies.organ frienship.malay.
im so stress......
1:27:00 PM
SATURDAY, MAY 24, 13:52
-sth wrg wif d dam time-
wanted 2 blog yesterday but could not
yesterday was such a gd day
so much surprises
seow n wingy i luv u !
i cant believe u 'll surprise me 2day wif a gift....
okok
i m so touhed... relle
2day is such a sad day.
woke up at 6.45am
n strted muggin till now....
sci.sci.bio.bio.pls pull my marks up again.....
i hate LA it's juz so unfair
so wat if i got lots of A1 but wats d use. in d end i still got.... dam disappointin mark
fine b4 4 la
miss by 1 miserably mark
im so depressed,
it's like juz so unfair lar
i got a stupid 2.*
so disappointed
i hv 2 chiong already
im sorri ppl i hv 2 b like wat i once used 2 be.
a mugger.
everyday muggin
nth interestin in life
juz books books books
i cant live life to its fullest. not anymore
1:02:00 PM
Thursday, May 22, 2008
tommorrow is a special day 23 05 08
d 13th time i celebrated my birthday.
d 1st day as a teenager
1 yr older means i'll no longer be a child i used to be.
cant be childish
cant sa jiao.
n i've reached e age when ****(vulgarities) are commonly used.
cant stand that naixis
she's dam irritatin
every1 must listen to her lar
n she criticise it.until i said fork.
u noe fork & spoon de fork
lols : D!
she fits d 3 ks
kiasu kiasi kay po
n selfish- needa emphasize on -
dat time d malay notes i did not copy down
n den i ask her 2 lend me copy nxt time
she dun 1
not say like it's v.important lor
nxt, durin sci
i miss wat ms lye said so i approach her 4 help
n u noe wat
she ask me 2 shut up
wat d freakin hell lar
n some more when she need help she expect others 2 help her
i feel like tellin her off
tellin her abt her bad points in front of her face.
how does she expect others 2 help her when she doesnt even 1 2 help ppl cause she's kiasu
kiasu dat ppl might benefit frm it.or mayb i shd say selfish.
but now im stayin away frm her le.
durin chess she's so sacarstic lar.
cant stand it.
when she help ppl she'll strt goin ego which is vvvvvvvvvvv...........
LAME CHOP!
i find im so stupid
i juz show her my notes n let her copy.
print d mo notes 4 her.
y m i so kind 2 such a person?
lame.stupid.i cant stand it.s hole.
3:37:00 PM
Monday, May 19, 2008
halo ppl.
got so much 2 tell u all :]!
which shd i start frm.... hmmm.
lols.2day is such a hot day! somemore no training den cannot enjoy d pool water T.T how nice it would be if i had trainin 2day! haix...
hahas.no worries..it just mean i hv a reason 2 drink soft drinks which can make you grow fat! :p!
4 more days of sch.... i'll b missin sch.. tho i dun noe wat exactly is d reason...hahas...
yesterday swam/train twice a day. woke up at 6+am den go trainin le. somemore almost 4hrs dere leh.just so tired....
hahas.new coach mah.he's helpin me correct my freestyle.
paid 4 d equipments. nope. i mean my mom paid 4 it.lols. mayb s bdae present bah...
$300++altogether lor... dunnoe if it's worth it...
but d stuff are so cool!
OMG! i was starin at d equipments 4 chao long.hahas.i noe im MAD! lols.
4more days of sch oso means 4 more days i'll b seeing mr fang....sad sad.
last time we still complain so much abt him....
he's a nice teacher.but i realise it onli.....it's too late to regret...
4mopre days of sch oso means another 4 more days n i'll b considered an adult!
no.......................
i dun 12 grow old!
no...........
i 12 b 12yrs old.
n nv grow old.
lols : D!
johnson baby bath leads a sad sad life .
oooooooooooooooo.........
how much i pity him.
pathetic little creature.
or i shd say non-living thing
so qian bian
if i were 2 see him
he'll b dead meat.
u noe wat i imagine him s a weak little puny thing.
who is shorter than me by a head or so.
hahs! thinkin of it...... lols.
i 12 meet him in real life.
my mum say he's stupid.
n i agree.
mum's rushin so hv 2 go...
ok
bb ppl!
-so happi dat i hv finish my LA!-
1:39:00 PM
Saturday, May 17, 2008
2day dun hv morning trainin which is Kinda gd cause i cant perform well in e morning. lols.
well, dats because im not used to trainin in morning.only used to afternoon trainin. which is kinda bad.cause competitions r usually in e morning. n so is inter sch T.T
-sad- ill b missin lessons 4 4days cause of competitions.fine mayb its 4 days lar assumin i'll get into finals.
-sian- juz realise dat i hv math olympiad on 26may. so now must start revising.so 'll not chu chou like last yr. when i didnt get anything at all. so sad...
ohno n i juz realise i hv another less than a wk to study for it.... T.T
im so dam super busy with swimmin. my mum is sort of my manager : p! as in she writes down when i'll b trainin durin holi n when i hv this n dat. n eveyday is packed!!! except for d 3days i'll b goin genting n KL with my friens. YAY! its time for a break. but sadly its in d 2nd wk which means dat aft i come back i still hv 2 train like siao. -0- -.-
swimmin is super competitive so nxt time i must encourage ppl 2 join water polo instead for d guys. n synchronised swimming for gurls.lols.
did my yue du bao gao - d 500 words 1 until my eyes goin 2 pop out le.hahas.
countin down to my bdae.
as usual i dun expect many presents n cards. lols.especially when it is on a fri.hahas.
n YAY! ill b goin back 2 train under fatd. hahas YAY! i miss his trainin. lols. n i miss my friens too T.T
lookin forward to it.especially when its on my bdae!so excited!
juz another 5days n 13hrs n 56min.n i'll b 13 by then!bb childhood days ill miss you. n ill miss being a child. but i noe deep in my heart.... im still a little innocent child.who seeks attention :D! lols. bb!
9:45:00 AM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
halo~
its another nice typical rainy day.
lols.
i bought e old sch jacket.hahas.n im wearin it now :D!it's only $10
im super confused whether to accept d coach 's offer. he 12 coach me.but d course 4 8 lessons 'll equal to $300 ++. hahas i dun think im willin to pay even tho he's subsidisin 90++% of it. n d fees include the equiments which r super cool :P!
lols.but i cant make it 4 more than 1/2 of the 8 lessons.
i <3 the beeper thing.-fine i forgot wat it was called-
it is sth trainer. i noe it starts wif T.... er... hmm... AHA! it's a tempo trainer! : )!
it works like this:
set the no.of beeps u 1 it to beep. in other words set the tempo.
follow d beeps to get the "feeling"- fine - my eng sucks.
u'll swim faster if the beeper beeps faster
*beep* lols.its fun. but unfortunately i dun think i can afford it.
it hink i gotta go le. 2day got bao zhong zi .YAY! lols.bb!
9:49:00 AM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
i dun like this world its juz so unfair.
fine sometime it is.
y is it always like dat.
no one ll understand how i feel.
cause i dun tell anyone.
but i relle did giv hints.
no one noes.
im goin emo hahas
i dun noe when ill nv get this feelin
1 mth 2 mth?
ok i shall giv myself 1 mth
1 mth 2 forget all this happi moments
but y is my heart shatterin
y is it like dat.
y do i ...
haix nvm.got so much 2 say.
so much...so much.
12:16:00 PM
u noe wat ppl.
im stuck with this com doin nth.
u noe wat
im seriously hurt
i cant take it anymore
but wat can i do.
stop hurtin it.
d more u hurt me.
d more i ... feel...
i dun like u .
notanymore
but d more i say i dun like u
d more i...
stop hurtin me.
i dun expect anything frm u juz dun hurt me.juz leave me.leave me to suffer...
but dun hurt me....
anymore...
HAHA u noe wat d more i think abt this d more i think of those sad sad song dat jay chou sings.
lols.frankly i xiao bu chu le.
wishin upon a star
wishin dat ull b dere 4 me
but i noe itll not happen
all this while ive been hallucinating
i shall not trick myself anymore.not trick my feelins anymore.
its true dat ull nv come 4 me.
so d more i should giv up.
its impossible
its juz cause 我不配。
12:02:00 PM
Monday, May 12, 2008
halo~
still livin life to it's fullest :)!
2day hv LA presentation n i noe im goin 2 die.... : D!
juz hope i wont chu chou.... hehe.
dun noe wat 2 say.
but ... hvin frienshiip problems.
like stuck between 2 friens.
n ... n. n
nvm.mayb 15 isnt .... nvm
but i think...
i'll prefer a clique that i can... communicate with ease.
... -.-
10:46:00 AM
Thursday, May 08, 2008
halo
fine left 5 min to blog.-0-
ok.
nth interestin happened this few days.
had my napfa run.
14.05min leh.-0-
lost 2 sis.-sian-
hahas.ok.living life to its fullest.
n luvin my cows s much s i luv myself!
link ppl le! : D !hahas ... finally!!!
ok bb !
10:07:00 AM
Monday, May 05, 2008
*haix*
1/5 v.sui-bad luck.
we got a .... erhm teacher who despice us.
how nice!?
how does he expect us to improve when he thinks so lowly of us.
yes we may b slow.but we r willin 2 learn.
can he try 2 understand how we might feel aft those rather nasty words he used.
it of course did affect me.n when my mum asked me how i scored 4 dat subject.
i feel dat ... tho it was considered ok.but.... i feel v.disappointed wif myself. i can do alot better.
n i feel i don't deserve dat mark....
last yr, under ms aishah, 6f'07 kind n caring n helpful n nice n n n ....
i.. frm a low As pulled up all d way 2 an A*
imagine.... dat's because she motivated us in a v. v. v. nvm way.
but this yr,
i hv d feelin dat-
no matter how hard i strive
it's impossibke for me to do well.
so how can i do well wif such a thinkin
mayb mr... shd consider changin.
like comin punctual 4 classes.
-haix-
juz thinkin of it.
mr... has nv came early 4 any classes.
which is v.bad v.bad.
worse still.
mayb he shd also consider apologising when he is late.
how can he expect us 2 b punctual 4 assembly when he doesnt set a gd example.
nvm.lets not talk abt this issue.
: D !
thinkin of it 2day is my happiest happiest day !
formed a swim team!
YAY!
hahas
'll b gettin nygh jackets-swimmin
so happi!
ok gtg bb!
6:23:00 PM
Saturday, May 03, 2008
hey there
bloggy! c d change?
now's nicer.n i've linked ppl at last! : P!
-sick-
down with flu.cough n n n *sneeze*
hahas.
hope dun get fever.
but i feel im goin 2 get another asthma attack soon.
ohno T.T
i hate it.
hahas.guess wat
u noe y im sick
it's because i didnt swim 4 1 day!
n d nxt day i started hvin a v.bad sore throat.
so i must swim swim swim 4 d rest of my life! : D !
ok gtg rest le.n d com has radiation.-is this how u spell it? anw my spelling sucks! n my languages suck too!-
2morro got好戏2 看
ohno cherie is goin crazy over .....
d show is juz too nice. all thx 2 d chao shuai de shuai ge!
so pretty.hahas he looks likea gurl.
n of course it's korean!
hahas.lols.lmao
I'M A TOTAL KOREAN FAN!!!!
lols.annyeong.hi gaseyo! gd bye n c u!
2:48:00 PM