Wednesday, March 12, 2008
really wish 2 post d video so im tryin v.hard
well those class pics were rather nicely taken hahas.thx. 4 those who r passin it around.
haix.so troubled by.....nvm...
shd hv listened 2 my sis abt d choice of friens.like who r u noe.gd n loyal.n who arent.
i'm in a dilema like what shd i do.i noe wats done is already done.yar n dats y i cant bring myself 2 forgiv her.
she "broke" my heart twice.ive always trusted her.but i'm not sure now if i still can ever trust her.
也许时间是种解药
也是我现在征服下的毒药
hahas i luv cai hong n pu gong ying de yue ding n wo bu pei.
hahas jay chou dam pro.
i admire he's voice
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
hahas this is cai hong lyrics btw
its like how im feelin now too.
i'm actually supposed 2 trust d class.
YES i trust u peeps.all except...erhm..
how do u expect me 2..
i was already so upset by wat happened.
n u still...at 1st i still gave u a chance
but now im not sure if i can
i didnt 12 tell d teacher but in d end i was made 2 tell her.im actually feelin a little sorri abt dat but now i dun.y shd i.i feel im so stupid 2 even feel so.
if i had a choice i wouldnt
but y wont d adults trust wat i say.isnt it so obvious dat wat im sayin was d truth.
u all told me not 2 waste my tears.
but....i cant. i noe im v.EMO.
i cant believe wateva dat mr kaw said.
i noe u 12 defend urself.so u had 2 欺骗我的感情
if i were u i would too.but i'll at least apologise relle relle hard 2 d 1 i've hurt.
u've hurt my heart but in d end i'm d 1 apologising.i feel im so stupid. IM D STUPIDEST PERSON ON EARTH!dats y d teachers hv no trust in me.sad thing.sad thing haix.life sucks. now im even thinkin if ive made a wrg choice a wrg sch.
hahas im talkin too much le.still got so much 2 sae.
relle if erhm doesnt apologise relle relle hard if she thinks cause of her dignity her pride.den ive nth 2 sae.all i need her 2 do is 2 sae a sorri is it v.hard.ive done so.y cant she.im not in d wrg u noe.but i still said.but now im regretin
i hope she noe how i feel.i'll not say anything 2 her.ill wait n wait n wait till i can totally forgiv her 100%.u can sae顺其自然let nature takes its course.
i think this is d longest post ive ever wrote.due 2 time constrain.haix.nvm
jia you tgac bbatok tho im not wif u.but u must still keep d spirit goin k.dun tear spart we must win torpe.understand we shall rule d pool.hahas own it like wat we r doin now.hahas.they r improving cause they r now trainin in a 50m pool a pool which has plungin board lane ropes.its a indoor pool k.we r worse than them.so we must train hard.listen 2 uncle joey.2 yao wen.2 coach chua.improve improve.ok.jia you.we must trash them again again n again n foreva.
jia you!n I LUV U S MUCH S I LUV MYSELF!
2:15:00 PM